Always Mine {Book 3}| Completed

Chapter 43

BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP.

   I told myself I wasn't dead. I felt like I couldn't open my eyes, it hurt too much. I heard beeping and it was badly annoying. When I opened my eyes, gazing up at the ceiling in wonder, I looked directly at the lights bright and hurtful right down at me. I saw the wires and machines. I was dressed in a hospital gown and I looked at the sheets. I felt my whole body so numb until I was aware of being awake that this pain took over my whole body,

  I realized I was in a hospital. I had something being beneath my nose that felt like oxygen. And when I could get my vision into sight, I saw the room come into view. I heard phones ringing in a different room. And I felt like something bad had just happened. And my head was hurting and I saw the IV in my arm and I wanted to cry, but I remained calm. And the lights were making my head hurt way worse. And my ears were ringing. I wanted to get answers. I wanted to know what happened. But I was completely lost, and I had no idea what was to happen. I wanted to cry, but I fucking couldn't.

  I had found the sheet blanket to be a light pink. And the room was too quiet. And I tried everything to discover the last thing that comes to my mind. And I recall that it's Christmas. And Christopher proposed to me. I was about to say yes. But I didn't get to because everything went blank. And now I wake up to this.

What the hell happened to me? I feel like I've been run over by a truck. My body felt like it couldn't move. I reached to the remote and I pressed the big blue button. And it only took for a few minutes for someone to actually come in. And right when I saw this nurse come in, she was dressed in blue nursing scrubs and she looked very happy to see that I was finally awake.

  "Oh, thank goodness your awake. Just let me take your temperature and your vitals and get some blood before the doctor comes in, okay? I'm sure she'd love to speak with you." The nurse said, and I had no choice but to obviously agree to it.

I felt this brunette young nurse come up beside me, and she took my temperature and she took my vitals. She then started to take flasks to connect the wires into where my blood poured into. And I couldn't even concentrate properly because I was in a hospital bed. And my blood was being taken and I had so many questions, but the questions couldn't be answered.

I wondered if my dad knows. And first of all, where the hell is Christopher? And how long have I been out for? How long have I been in here? I felt my mouth so dry and skin was itchy and I felt so sick to my stomach that I might vomit on the nurse. But she came over, taking care of my bandage that was wrapped around my forehead and of course I had at least two stitches. And when I looked at the nurse, I wondered if she could give me some kind of information and maybe some pain killers for this pain in my head and from how sore my muscles were. It was like I had an elephant stepping on my chest.

"So the stitches won't need a change every six hours. And I do need a urine sample." The nurse politely said, and she had the two blood flasks. "So I'm gonna come back and give you your cup for you to urine into."

I nodded, and I watched her leave out of the room. I had sneezed and once I found the strength, I sat up, rising the bed with me in it. And I pulled the sheets off of me and I saw my legs completely bruised.

My hands looked bruised up and had bandages wrapped around them. So I was in a fucking car accident. I don't have the ability to even accept this. I didn't get a fucking chance to scream yes to Christopher to his proposal. But I didn't get the chance because everything happened so fast. And everything went dark. And right now I can't comprehend anything. And in the worst, I actually wish I could get some sort of answers. But I'm literally trapped in this hospital. I felt like I was never getting out of this situation because I'm lost.