Always Mine {Book 3}| Completed

Chapter 11

Chapter Eleven
                    CHRISTOPHER POV:

I had arrived at Ty and Lara Jean's house, they bought this house about a two weeks ago. A little after I bought my house. Or I mean, mine and Emma's house. And I knew having to see Lara Jean and Ty to tell them a lot. Because there's a lot I truly want to talk to them about. Especially after yesterday when I took Emma out of the hospital when she was released, I could tell Ty truly had some things to talk to me about. Or not just to me directly. But just things he might want to talk to someone or anyone about. But I also want to talk about some things to Ty as well.

      I wanna start with the craziest dream I had. And I'm sort of just thinking about it. And it makes me feel like a traitor because it felt like I was leaving Emma out in the dark. And I hated the dream. It was like I wasn't myself. And all I wanted to do was scream, because that dream is not me. At least, I don't think it is. But I remember the dream so clear. It seemed so vivid. And that scares me. I swore to myself that I would never want to see Peach ever again, or think of her. And then I just had a dream about being engaged to her. And it actually scared me. And I told Emma about it, and she didn't even seem affected by it. And it actually upsets me because I wish she could hate the fact I had a dream about Peach. And clearly, I hate Peach because she destroyed everything good about me. She took things from me. And what's worse, she didn't even care that she did. Emma was right about Peach from the start. And I didn't listen. Because I was angry at Emma, I wanted to hurt her because she hurt me. And I did that without thinking. I went into it so blindly that I was being tricked into it myself.

     I cannot believe that Emma thought I should go and talk with Peach. That's the last thing I want to do. But Emma always sees the good in people. Or she tries to. And I know that seeing Peach will kill me. It will open up old closed wounds that I refuse to open. I will lose my mind if I ever see Peach again. And I'm actually not playing. I could just say that. But I'm actually being serious. I would rather be stabbed repeatedly than have to ever see Peach's face ever again or let alone talk to her. And whenever I think of her, it just makes me wanna vomit. But I actually don't care about Peach, after all I'm with Emma, and think that's what does matter.

    I had pulled into Ty's driveway, and for a second I had to think what I would have to say. So instead, I had started with being normal and not act like anything is wrong. Because right now I'm still freaking out about a dream I had. So, I'm just going to move forward, and not let it bother me.

    Ty's house is lately not a house like mine. His house is a little smaller than mine. And my house had to have a lot more work done to it. So I basically had to get certain things to fix my house up. So during trips back and forth from the hospital or other things, and I do nothing but want to get my fears, my worries, and just do whatever I need to actually talk to him about. And so, I do the best thing by actually getting out of my car that was dead silent. And I got out of my Honda SUV.

    Just when I started walking up the steps, I had seen the door open, and there was Ty, he was standing there, ready to actually see me. And I had no idea what was going on through his head right now. And I assume there is absolutely no other reason why I'm here but to talk with Ty. And I'm sure he knew that. And of course, his face was not focused on my car, the driveway or any of the cars that passed by his house. The front door to his house has a red door. And it was wide open. And right now the Los Angeles weather was a bit ridiculous just as the sun started getting brighter, making it hotter.

  "Chris, I'm so glad to actually see you. Even though I only saw you yesterday." Ty had said, and he came running from the entryway and he came right to where I was and he decided on giving me a big bear hug that I swore he broke me in half, so I gasped from it, and hoping he didn't kill me.