Reawakened (Neteyam x Fem reader)

Chapter 69: Kiss you until you stop

POV: First person, Neteyam

"I'm sorry. You might hate me and misunderstood me too," Y/n said quietly, her voice quivered.

"Hey...," I brought her forehead against mine, "whatever it is.. I'll try to understand, I won't hate you. I can't hate you. I only love you and that's it," I smiled softly. Holding both of her hands, she was shaking.

"I can't say- I don't want to say. You'll hate me. Everyone will, Neteyam. Not only you. You'll be heartbroken- disgusted even," many tears sprung out. I felt the warm droplets fell on my hands. She closed her eyes to not see the reality in front of her. As if the world was a monster that she could not face.

This was the first time I've seen such a weak side of her. The first time I've seen her cry in front of me. Without thinking, I let go of my hands on hers, and immediately tried to wipe her tears away. But they kept pouring.

"Stop wiping them away...," Y/n held my hands over mine, "just let them be," her eyes were red and puffy.

"Y/n... seeing you like this... is making me sad," I confess. I decided to go even closer to her. Kissing her cheeks and as many tears I can catch.

I could hear her apologize quietly, I almost couldn't hear it, "my gem... listen to me. Your joys are my joys. And for your sorrow, melancholy moments are for mine to bare too,"

Y/n continued to sniffle and weep, "I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm-," I stopped her there by kissing her soft lips. As our lips fall part and come back. I could feel her warm breathe as she was still trying to apologize, but I wouldn't let her. I devoured my gem with kisses, until she also brings herself into the make out as well.

Setting her on my lap, to hold her close. That's when she took it and stopped talking, yet I still felt tears stream as I held her cheek. Bringing my other hand to her waist. Her hands on my shoulders for support.

Our tails wag across the room as our lips were still together. I want to kiss her until she stops crying. I want to kiss her until she stops apologizing. I want her to be happy. I need her to be happy.

Eventually she stopped, and pushed me away, "Neteyam... you're making me.. lose my breathing," she pant, looking down at me.

"Oh I'm sorry," I continued to hold on to her, looking up at her direction.

A weak smile formed on her lips, "are you apologizing now too," she placed her hands on my cheeks again.

"I guess I am," I nervously said, brought myself back to the real situation, "just tell me when you are ready... just stop apologizing. Cause I can tell that it wasn't your fault. And if you keep apologizing, I'll kiss you again," I smirked.

"I'm- Mmphm!" I stopped her again and poured my best kisses all over her lips to her face. I heard her chuckle in between, "okay okay I'll stop. Ahaha- Neteyam! Your lips are tickling me," I stopped to see her face once again.

I sighed happily, "I love it when you smile like that... You could make the world happy with that. Especially mine," I grinned.

She hummed, "thank you, Neteyam. A man like you really knows how to make his lover feel better," she ruffled my hair.

"I certainly do," I continued, "I got that from my father," I rubbed her back.

"Really,"

"Yup,"

I brought her closer to me, resting my head on her shoulder. Snuggling deep into her glistening hair. Y/n hugged me tightly. Her hair smells like the warm sun.

You in the sun hold little to no difference, just like I cannot ignore the sun's rays of light, I cannot ignore your radiant beauty.

"Let's stay like this for a while, shall we,"
said Y/n.

"Gladly,"