Aurora Genesis

Chapter 9: I Hate Everyone

I hate everyone.

"I'm going to excuse myself." I said to her.

"Oh OK, I'll wait for you." She smiled.

I got up and hid in the bathroom having an existential crisis.

I remembered being younger and looked upon by strangers, mostly around my age just looking down upon me I don't fucking know for being not 'cool' I guess? Both genders.

But ever since I've gotten much more powerful with my ability, people have been treating me better? It had taught me that most people are full of shit and it pisses me off whenever I'm treated 'nice', just the thought of it just enrages me.

Remember I convert sadness to rage. I use do this with loneliness.

That's why she supposedly likes me? Because I'm a fucking 9.3?! Bet you fucking wouldn't if I was a 5.7 like I was two years ago.

I leaned over the sink and clenched my fists, I could see in the mirror my blue streaks in my dark brown hair glowing neon blue. My eyes were glowing vividly blue corresponding with my power color, unlike their usual brown.

My power was starting to resurface again, this is how I managed to get so powerful. I literally just shut off emotionally and channeled all of my emotions to my powers.

Swiftly I punch the mirror with a fist full of light energy and shatter the thing.

I'm fucking worthless, you pathetic fuck. Only your ability is what people like, NOT YOU.

I left the bathroom, already angry. I know why I'm even hear, this is only the second girl that liked me. The first one did because she knew she could use me.

With just a small swirl of energy in my palm, I could literally set ablaze this entire fucking place.

Lately my emotions have become uncontrollable, which is not good considering I'm a 9.3 and I could literally cause the end of the world. Well just by draining every bit of energy out of life.

I return to my table, my 'dates looks at me confused. "Are you alright? You don't look good."

Of Ȏ̸̡f̶̚͜ ̴̰̀ḉ̸o̴̞̒u̷̜̚r̸̦͆s̷͔͐e̵͔͘ ̴̣̚I̸͓̓'̵͇͒m̶͉͠ ̵͕̈s̷̭̒ṭ̴̌ì̴̦l̶͖͐l̷̩͝ ̴͖̌ń̸͎o̸̗̅t̸̗͗ ̵̢̊ḡ̵̰o̶̪͊o̸̭̽d̴̰̍ ̶͍̌ȅ̵̫n̷̟̈́o̶͇̅u̵͖͘g̶̻͂h̵̠̎ ̷̪̽ḩ̶̔u̶̟͝h̷̯̓?̵͉͂ ̶͓̃Ḿ̵̻ā̵̯ȳ̶̜b̵͇̈́ê̶̜ ̸̪̉y̷̝͠ơ̷̪u̷̠̔ ̶̢͝ŝ̵̩h̴̙͊ỏ̶̼u̶̙͘ľ̴̰d̴̞͝ ̵̲̉f̴̫̉u̷͖̕c̴͈͋ḱ̷͚ ̶̤̔s̴̝̃o̴̯̐m̷͇̑ė̶͕ ̷̩́g̴͔̒ï̴̫g̶̢̚a̷̰͝ć̶̺h̶̞͝a̶̺͗d̴̰̓ ̴̢̈́ḭ̷̒n̵͉͗s̶̹͝ẗ̶͚́e̵̟͑a̵̘͝d̷͙͘.̴̼͘

My eyes start flickering blue and brown, my right starts twitching.

I'm not in a good mental state, this is bad.

"Y-yeah." I mutter out. "I-Im fine."

"You sure? You look upset about something?" She asked a but concertime.

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