Chapter 13: Horizon

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We all left after lunch, the time wasn't right for me to ask them to join Aurora. Although I'm pretty sure Salvus and Celina would be totally down for it, considering their personalities.

Fiora hung out with me after at the library, we looked around for some interesting topics to read. After all I did like to read alot so it wasn't really a boring 'date' .

"Hey I'm going to go look in a different section, you'll be OK?" I told her while pointing to a section that was quite opposite from the one we were currently at.

"Yup! I'll be right here." Fiora smiled and I accepted that as a signal that I could go right ahead.

I found some interesting books about history and historic artifacts.

But little would I know that I'd meet someone who I thought would solve my problems.

He was a 6,3 tall, black haired, and blue eyed. He looked incredibly good.

I thought nothing of it, as I just saw him as another fucker who I immediately hated. Well I hate everyone I see until I receive a reason not to so it wasn't that I was being jealous or some shit.

"Nice books you got there." He pointed to my stuff. "I've read those before too."

"Oh? These? Yeah, thanks. I'm a big nonfiction reader so these are only a slither of topics I like." I replied.

He glanced over to Fiora and back at me. "Say, you wouldn't happen to know that girl would ya? I've had my eye on her for a while."

Immediate I started to feel rage, I could already feel like I was going to go mental again and slice open his rib cage with energy but I realized I could take this opportunity.

Remember how I said I would date her until she found somebody else with a mark that could possibly be hers?

See where I'm getting out.


Yes fucker I see you, I know I sound like a self sabotaging mental fuck. Fuck you.

"Yes I do happen to know her, she's like a friend of mine so to speak." I answered the guys question.

I see a mark on this fucker and he is probably more attractive to her since he's taller and all. Sure maybe bait her with him, why not? He's clearly better for her.

"Oh really? That's cool. Like I said earlier I've been kinda interested in her. I'm wondering if I should-"

"Oh by all means go ahead. If she answers she's got a boyfriend, she just is bluffing and just shy. She does that to everyone. Just give her your number and walk away, she may eventually talk to you." I advised him.

"You sure? Thank you I appreciate it." He began walking towards her. "Maybe we could talk later."

"Sure, good luck!"

I watched as he walked over to her and as I predicted, which was obvious. That she told him she had a boyfriend and all but he took my advice and gave her his number anyways, smiled and walked away.

He pasts by me and whispers. "Hopefully it works out."

This whole encounter is strange, he must have a LOT of confidence.

Fiora rushes over to me and shows me this crumbled up piece of paper. "Look at this! That guy tried to hit on-"

"Yeah I know." I shrugged. "Seems like a nice guy, you should talk to him."

"What? Wait why I thought we were in a-" She was very confused by my behavior.

"Well I did say I'd date you UNTIL you found somebody else with a mark. You're a great person and all, you shouldn't be hanging out with a no-mark like me. You should go with someone who can make you happy." I tried to explain to her.

"But, in just thus short time I've known you.... you make me happy." She said to me quietly.

Obviously this is going to take much more to convince her, I'm already contemplating suicide so just talking about shit like this is making it worse. JUST GO AWAY ALREADY IM WORTHLESS!

"Fiora." I sighed. "This is doomed from the start. Sure nothing is stopping us you know from doing this seriously but you're robbing yourself of your soulmate. Sure maybe I make you feel happy but someone else can make you feel happier, this is just an infatuation." I had to force my logic onto her.

"Well saying that doesn't make me feel better, it just makes me feel like you don't like me and are trying to get rid of me!" She replied, clearly very hurt.

"But I do, I-I just like you enough that I want better for you. Can't you see that?"

"No I see you've got a mental problem and I'm going to help you fix it. Marks don't mean shit to me." She patted my shoulder. "You need help and I'm going to help."

Ah fucking shit it didn't work again!










































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