The untold story of Kitty Pryde.

Vulnerable part 2

* Kitty rolls up her 2 sleeves looking at the needle marks and freaking out trying to make sense of her memories and processing the last few days as Logan walks back in and Kitty pulls down her sleeves*\\ Logan- alright you need to tell me what's  happened and from the start * he leans against a wall and folds his arm*// Kitty- I don't want to get into this/- Logan- I'm not asking you as wolverine I'm asking you as Logan // Kitty- * she pulls a face and looks aside nodding* okay  * she sits in the bed visibly annoyed * I get lured by an agent to stryker and his dad, yeah a shield agent his daughter was taken and I get that of course I do but they kidnap me and they keep me drugged and they take videos and post them to sell me.... I've been injected with god knows what and stryker the weird little creep was loving every minute making me look weak! Then if that isn't worse I get taken to senators Kelly and your brother// Logan- stop calling him that// Kitty-but he is your brother or half brother, is that what you take from the conversations  ? * she looks annoyed*// Logan- no sorry, you were saying// Kitty- I'm taken to god knows where and I'm on so much drugs I remember I felt sick and I just passed out, woke up in a cell and your brother came in took me to see Kelly and I stabbed him  and Kelly and that's when I called shield and then Victor kicked me in the head and I remember waking up and he came to my cell and we had a fight then we had words and then I remember falling asleep and waking up to sirens and then made my way out to you guys * Logan is processing*// Logan- we need to get you full blood work and possibly a ct scan// Kitty- is Bruce awake? * his face softens*// Logan- I'm sorry... you scared me again.  I can't think straight when you're in danger you know how I feel about you// Kitty-I don't, I actually don't know how you feel about me and I don't know how I feel about you because quite frankly I'm sick of this head games and hot and cold. I'm done with this// Logan- right calm down Darling one thing at a time// Kitty-Victor mentioned someone called Rose ... the love of your life and how I'm nothing compared to her and how I'm pathetic to think * she smiles holding back tears* no I'm done I'm done with this conversation and I'm done with men playing with me so just leave me alone// Logan- woah Kit * she walks out the door and goes back to her seat * everyone is talking as Kitty has her knees up leaning on storms shoulder as she falls asleep* 

* hours later she keeps having bad flashes of stryker in her face recording her and she gasps awake yelling and pants trying to catch her breath*\\ storm- it's okay, just breathe hold it in for 5 seconds// Kitty- I'm okay * her eyes are wide with fear, she steadies her breathing*\\ Jean- Kit?// Kitty- I said I'm fine * she gets up and goes to the med bay and closes the door and sits in the bed knees up as the door knocks*\\ kitty- just give me a minute please * her voice is defeated*// Alex- hey it's me it's Alex, I'm here if you want to talk// Kitty- thank you but I'm good// Alex- hey we all have nightmares you don't need to be embarrassed// Kitty- I'm not I just want to be alone... please// Alex- okay, but I am here if you need to talk or whatever you need okay? * she stays silent the whole way back until they land and she waits for everyone to leave and then she inhales, exhales and she leaves the room to see Logan waiting for her by the door and she looks aside and walks passed him and he follows, they stand in the elevator and he's looking at her and she's got her back to him as they get to the first ground floor*\\ Logan- this is our stop * she glares but gets out and follows him to med bay where the Pr is waiting with Moira*\\ Logan- I gotta make a call * he leaves as Kitty looks at the Pr*// Kitty- Pr can we talk about this later// Pr- I'm already aware of what happened all I care about is if you are okay// Kitty- I am// Pr- we have been searching for you for days// Kitty- I know * he frown* let's just get this over and done with because I just wanna see my dad * she looks at Moira who proceeds to take blood and try talking to her as she disassociates and nods her head or shakes it and eventually she leaves to go back to her room and she gets in the shower rushing to clean herself as she looks at the bruises on her arms and she gets out and puts on an outfit as she calls Alfred*\\ Kitty- Alfred?// Alfred- good god miss Kitty, I am so relieved to hear your voice. Are you okay? Where are you?// Kitty- I'm okay, I'm at the school but really I'm fine, are you okay? Is Bruce okay?// Alfred- I have been worried about you, no change in your father I'm afraid * they talk and arrange to go meet in a few hours as Kitty makes herself some ramen and brushes her teeth and puts her hair up in a pony tail frowning at her reflection as the door bangs and then Felicity barges her way in*\\ Fliss- you got to see this now! NoW!!! Wolverine called me I mean I assume it's for you but you need to see// Kitty- what?... * she stares at Felicity eyes wide her heart beating out of her chest* WHAT FLISS??// Logan- she's found the videos// Kitty- okay * her chest is tight*// Fliss- I'm in the process of deleting them off the dark web but look I think you need to see these or at least have closure about what happened\\ Logan- I had to call her, what do you want to do?// Kitty- have you seen these videos?// Floss- some of them I didn't watch them all I  wouldn't and I couldn't * she sits at the table as Logan and Kitty stand either side of her watching her type away and pull up a video as her blood runs cold as the pause button on the video*\\ Fliss- should I?? * Kitty looks between Fliss and Logan her face a mix of disgusted and scared and she nods as Fliss presses play and they watch the video of Stryker with Kitty, Felicity's  eyes are wide as she puts a hand over her mouth and Logan's eyes are bulging and he clenched his jaw. Kitty's eyes are watering and her face  mix of scared disgusted and embarrassed as the video ends and the next one plays  and the next one and the next and the next as Felicity gets up and walks away into the bathroom as tears spill from kitty's eyes As she looks at Logan who's breathing heavy trying to calm himself as Kitty sits at the laptop and plays another 2 videos and looks at the post that styker wrote trying to sell her*// Fliss- let me delete it * she gets up and folds her arms as tears spill and Fliss types away and Logan and Kitty exchange some looks*\\ Fliss- done, I've set up a virus that deletes it from any device or drive so soon enough it will be gone for good// Logan- we appreciate the help * Kitty walks away to the other side of the room hyperventilating her hands fidgeting and clearly in distress groaning taking deep breaths*\\ Logan- Pryde look at me * she does still visibly distraught and hysterical* stay with me// Kitty- no no! no! NOO!! Don't you see? It's always me it's always me that has to suffer * her voice is squeak* why I I don't get it I don't * Logan looks at Fliss* why me? I DONT GET IT!!! *she puts her hand over her eyes and breathes and Logan grabs onto her and hugs her as she pushes him but he holds onto her*\\ Kitty- just go away!! Leave me alone// Logan-no I'm not! I'm here and I'm with you just breathe// Kitty- breathing isn't going to fix anything * he hold onto her until she wraps her arms around him breathing *\\ Logan- breathe it's okay, it's okay//Fliss- it's gonna be okay it has to be * Kitty pulls away to see Fliss who hugs them and Logan looks confused but just goes with it until Kitty pulls away, after awhile talking fliss leaves and Kitty lays on the bed next to Logan and he turns to face her*\\ Kitty- who's Rose?// Logan- the first girl I ever loved * she nods* was a lifetime ago we were kids, possibly what Jason was to you * she looks down nodding* I'm sorry this happened to you and I'm not gonna pretend like I know what you went through but I'm sorry I wasn't there. You ask me how I feel and I've told you a million times I can't risk you because I don't know what to do if anything happened to you, Pryde... is t that enough?// Kitty- no * she's laying down on the pillow tears in her eyes* it's not enough because I've never stopped being scared * she sits up* but when I'm with you I'm not scared... I'm not alone anymore and I don't know if I'm ever gonna be good enough for anyone * he puts his hand in her hair looking at her* I don't want to be second guessing I want to feel any bit of normal that I can and when I'm with you I feel normal Logan I can't even explain how you make me feel because it's hard but you just make me happy, isn't that enough? To have a little bit of happiness than living in fear// Logan- Pryde don't complicate it// Kitty- I want you, are you stupid? I wanna be with you// Logan- you know that can't happen darling * he pulls his hand away and looks away*// Kitty- Logan look at me * he refuses too* Logan... please * he turns to her and looks in her eyes as they water * please * he shakes his head with sad eyes and stands and so does kitty*// Kitty- you don't mean that// Logan- Pryde wake up  this isn't a fairytale we can't be together, the people we l ove die, don't you see that I don't want you to die * she walks to him and touches his face as he grabs her wrists and hesitates * she drops her arms to her side her eyes heartbroken*\\ Logan- baby don't do this  // Kitty- please * she leans in to kiss him*\\ Logan- no, you have been kidnapped and drugged by anti mutant scum and you're confused and you're scared and// Kitty- don't you tell me how I'm feeling because you don't have a clue how I'm feeling// Logan- you need time to process all this// Kitty- why are you trying to gaslight me into not understanding that I have feelings for you// Logan- you don't okay you're just looking for comfort okay and and and it's not me * he walks away*\\ Kitty- I'm trying to tell you how I feel// Logan- and you're confused because of the trauma// Kitty- you think that's trauma? Think I'm trying to hook up because I'm traumatized okay Logan whatever just fuck you// Logan- please don't be angry because I don't think this is what you need// Kitty- I NEED YOU * tears stream down her face* why  don't you see how you're making me feel Logan, I thought of you and I knew you were coming for me the whole time I was there, and after what Sabertooth said now I believe it// Logan- what did he say?// Kitty- about rose about me all of it, now here I am saying how I feel and you just you're just irritating fucking stupid just go * she turns her back*\\ Logan- Kitty there's no need to-// Kitty- FUCK YOU* he stares at her angry but walks away slamming the door as Kitty is crying and yelling for some time then she pulls herself together puts a hoodie on and meets Alfred outside in the car, eyes still teary nose and eyes red as they drive to the hospital and she sits in the chair beside Bruce tears streaming down her face*