Reborn into the Hunger Games ( Finnick Odair x Male oc)

Chapter 5: Emotions and Thoughts

Chapter 5: Emotions and Thoughts

Finnick’s POV

My thoughts were racing a mile per minute in my head, and I was anxious and nervous as well. I kept calm and collected outside my face, but looking to my left I saw my love, in a nearly panic state. His beautiful face,petite figure and smooth fair skin,held a look of fear, and it breaks my heart to look at. I held onto his soft smooth hand throughout the whole reaping of the 65th hunger games,until I had to let go. Letting go of my darling’s hand is one of the hardest things I have ever done. 

While walking away from him, I heard him scream my name. I looked back and saw his vulnerable state. I wish to never seem like that ever again. He was more beautiful with his shining dazzling smile, and along with joy filled laughs.I mustered up my courage and gave a loving smile. I mouth the words “it’s okay” hoping he read my lips correctly. He did calm down, but there were tears still in his eyes. All I wanted was to wipe those tears away and make everything better. However, I had to wait when I said my good-byes. Making unnecessary actions, while peacekeepers are watching, was a bad idea.

As I was escorted into the justice building of district 4, and in a room to wait for family and friends to say good-bye. The time limits for each person and groups were short. It was hard to say good-bye and not knowing, if it’s the last time I got to see them. I gave my mom a kiss, my father a hug, and my little brother tight big old hug. I said I love them, as they walked out the room with divested faces. 

Next came in Mr. and Mrs. Wolfsetin, along with my Love's older brother Leon Wolfstein. They told me Rudy wanted to say his good-byes alone. I was happy to hear that, but it will be the most painful good-bye ever. The Wolfsteon family gave me their support and wished me well. Melinda Wolfstein gave me a big tight hug. She also said,” Thank you, For being friends with my little Rudy, Finnick. That boy was always too shy and awkward in trying to make friends with others. You being in his life brought him joy and got him out of his little world.” 

Right before I answered, Christopher Wolfstein spoked,” You come home boy, I don’t want my little prince crying for your loss. Your strong young man, so fight for your place in this world.” He nodded his head, and gave my shoulder a squeeze as a good-bye. 

“Thank you, Mrs.and Mr. Wolfstein I will be back home, I promise!” 

“We know you will! You're part of the Wolfstein family, after all. You're like that annoying brother in law that I don’t want.(Leon laughed after this) I tell you this now, if you hurt my brother I'm gonna hurt you, you got that” said Leon Wolfstein. 

I nodded my head, and gave him a smirk. I was happy to hear they thought of me as family. As they walked out the door, I looked forward to saying my demigod or is it goddess. Either word will fit for his out this world beauty. 

Right through the door, my darling walked in. Once he saw me, he took off running. I caught him in my arms and gave him a hug. I rubbed his back to calm him down. This feeling was a feeling I never want to feel ever again. Seeing Rudy in a crying state was a horrible experience. I rather have a smile on his face, than a face full of sadness. 

Our talk felt like hours instead of 3 minutes. We stood firm and reassured our promises still hold. Peacekeepers just had to ruin my moment with my love, but once I get back I will make sure Rudy will be mine. I will wait for the day to tell him that I love him.

You may be wondering, when I started to love my girly boy sugar cube. It was ever since we first met, I knew I felt a connection, but didn’t know it was love. After being friends for years, I realized I loved Rudy more than just a friend. At just 12 years old, I had fallen in love with my best friend.