Chapter 12: Asking Permission
As days passed by, after the big reveal of telling Finnick everything. Things didn't change between us at all. I got to say our relationship grew stronger because of it. It brought us even closer together as ever than before, if that was even possible. We were constantly together and spent all our time with each other.
The idea that I might be pregnant brought joy to the both of us. It wasn't until a week or two later that we thought they were signs of morning sickness. I woke up feeling nauseous and could hardly keep food down in my stomach. This led to the both of us to pursue that it was early signs of pregnancy. However, we weren't completely sure though.
The things I felt could have been a cold, the flu, or food poisoning. Being the idiots that we are, we just assumed that pregnancy was the only option. I know we should have gone to the doctor, but we both were two idiots in love. Even so, Finnick was such a sweetheart. He was there by my side throughout my sickness, and he would even rub my back while I vomited my brains out. I could even tell that Finnick was excited at the possibility of starting a family with me. I always got the feeling that he would puff up his chest and announce to the world that he was going to be a father. He was acting like a cocky peacock, wanting to show the world of his accomplishments to others to see. Even though his actions were annoying at times and didn't let me rest, it was just one of his corks that I came to love about him.
While, I was at Finnick's place sick out of my mind. Finnick went over to my parents house to ask my dad and the rest of my family for my hand in marriage. I wished I could have been there or even be a fly on the wall in that room to see his reactions along with my family.
Before I tell you about that later. Before that day, I went to the local doctor's office along with Finnick by my side. By the end of the visit, we got confirmation that I was not in fact pregnant, but had a bad case of the stomach flu. Finnick and I were sad at the fact that I wasn't pregnant, but we knew we were still too young to start a family. It was for the best. We hugged each other for comfort. We end up talking about it and realize we should wait on starting a family until a few years down the line. We want to make sure that our future children will be safe and protected from the hands of president snow. After that day, we went back to his home so I could continue to recover from my sickness. I knew that I wanted a family with Finnick but I am happy with whatever the future has instored for us.
Time continued to go by and I got better and before you know it our lives were changing for the better. I loved every moment that Finnick and I got to spend with one another. Having him by my side allowed me to breathe and relax. He brought a sense of peace knowing that the one I love was there.
Finnick POV
I was so excited by the news that Rudy, my love, was possibly carrying our child. I was so narrow minded that I didn't realize he was just sick. Both of us were at fault, and could you really blame me? I thought I would never have kids in the future because I was deeply in love with a man, but my darling proved me wrong.
I was scared at the fact that I could possibly lose him at any moment. However, the happy moments that we created together outlasts anything bad that could potentially happen. As each day passed and along for a few weeks, I could not take my eyes off my love. I was sad at the news the Rudy was not pregnant, but it gives us more time to plan a wedding and get to continue to build our relationship.
The thought of starting a family with my darling is a concept I am excited for. Our future kids will be the symbol of our love we have for one another. Just thinking about it brings me a sense of love and hopefulness. I could not wait to spend the rest of my life and all of eternity with my soulmate. However, I had to do the most scary thing first, in which I had to talk to my future in-laws to ask for their permission to marry my love. Christopher and Leon, Rudy's father and brother, are going the most difficult because they are highly protective of Rudy. I cannot bare the thought if they find out that I already deflowered and almost impregnated their precious son and little brother. Yeah, I would not come out of that conversation unharmed. Just remembering the day I asked for Rudy's hand in marriage brought me joy and shivers throughout my body.
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