All the tears I've wept (dabihawks)

Chapter 19

"You're not listening to me!" Dabi shouted from his place at the other side of the table. The meeting had started about fifteen minutes ago and people were already arguing and yelling. The only reason I was here was because I was the one with Rumi when Dabi.

Toya. 

No he was Dabi.

Toya was gone 

When Dabi told us about what All for One was doing me and Rumi were there so technically we both could vouch for him. The only reason Dabi was in the meeting to give us the info was because he was wearing protective arm bands. I've seen a lot of prisons use them, basically the only thing they do is restrict your quirk. Some even got rid of the quirk for short periods of time. 

I've seen people use them a multitude of times and every time it scared me just a little bit more, the fact that I could so easily use my quirk to hurt or steal, just like my mother asked me to do. I could so easily become like them, a villain. I could just easily kill the ones at the commission academy, hurt them, hurt them in the way they hurt me. I could be with Dabi, I wouldn't have to deal with the public and the rest of the heroes, I wouldn't have to smile all the time. I'd be able to just be me.

But you would hurt people.

And? 

That's bad.

Why?

Because your causing pain. 

I didn't want to hurt people. 

I shouldn't hurt people. 

I shouldn't want to hurt people. 

But I did. 

I wanted to hurt people all the time and I never felt bad about those thoughts, I just felt scared, scared that I was a bad person that I might end up like Dabi. 

A villain. 

But what made a villain a villain? 

A villain hurt people right?

But they had a reason for hurting people.

They were hurt. 

But did that justify their actions? 

Maybe it did. 

I believe that it might justify my actions.

Did that make me a villain? 

Dabi spoke again, this time quieter "Please you need to listen carefully,"

"We have been! All For One knows about our whole operation and he knows about your buddies as well." One of the police officers shouted, contrasting Dabi's quite voice. 

"No that's, that's not it you don't realize what he's capable of!"

"I'm pretty sure we're all aware of what he's capable of, in fact it seems like your the only one who doesn't remember what damage he caused both when inside Shigaraki's body and solely on his own." Toshitsu, the lead investigator stated. "In fact you seem to forget how much damage you yourself caused, in fact I should execute you right now if not for the fact that your still useful to us,"  

"He, he has control, he has control over all of them," 

"Will you stop being vague as shit and start explaining," Toshitsu said. "We don't have an entire day let alone a few hours if All for One plans on attacking," She added on.  

"He, knows how to control the minds of anyone, the police, the government and why would he stop? Why would he? If he could just control everyone?" Dabi admitted laughing nervously.