All the tears I've wept (dabihawks)

Chapter 33

Well great I was just fucking fucked now wasn't I?

This was just so great. 

Why the fuck was Dabi

Toya 

Here? 

What the fuck?! 

"The fuck are you here for?" I whispered to him from my place in our shared cell in this, well where ever the hell we were.  

"I came here to rescue you," he replied, his voice monotone.

"Well great job," I said sarcastically. 

Now both of us were fucking stuck here with no way out. 

"This is the facility isn't it?" He asked mostly thinking out loud even though I answered it for him. 

"I'm assuming so, I saw some disfigured thing that looked like a Nomu when I first woke up," I told him.

"You what?"

"I saw something that looked like a Nomu," I repeated. 

What the hell was he so worried about? 

"Fuck, we really need to get the hell out of here," He said worriedly, his eyes starting to dash around. 

Gods if Dabi was worried you should be worried too, he rarely ever showed emotion so when it came out it was never good. 

Emotion. 

I missed him, so much. 

I missed the Toya that showed us so much emotion, who wasn't just monotone the entire time. 

Who wasn't just there. 

I was so angry at him, just so utterly angry. He just pretend like nothing ever happened he never even apologized.

Who am I kidding it's my own fucking fault. 

But he still made me angry. 

I think that's what was wrong with me, I was angry I just wanted to kill something to hurt people. 

I just wanted to lash out at something when I was angry. 

I wanted to hurt Toya for not being there, for letting them hurt me! 

I never asked to hurt.

But neither did he. 

I just wanted to hurt him even though he had been so kind to me, even though he cared so much I just couldn't bring myself to hate him. 

I'm such a bad person aren't I? 

He got up from his side the cold grey cement floor making a scratching sound, for some reason that's the only thing he did. 

He just wanted to get up? 

Maybe he didn't feel superior enough, that made me giggle but it also made me a little sad.  

"The fuck are you giggling at?" 

"Nothing, why're you standing up?" 

"Let's just say i'm trying to get out of here, plus I haven't really had the greatest experience with All for Ones "henchman"" he told me. 

Oh right, he got kidnapped by them. 

"How'd you get out?" 

"Huh?" He asked me completely oblivious. 

"Never mind asshole," I told him, fuck I was actually trying to care, trying to help him feel better and what was he doing? 

Ignoring me.