Pain Is Lonely

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Last week had my wedding. I was so happy at that day. Because I married the person who I love most and I can stay with him forever since last week.

Our marriage was an arranged marriage. My husband Gemini's parents arranged that.

I found Gemini, when I went to work for their company. His father accepted me as a worker in their company.

Then Mr. Norawit introduced me Gemini and he said he's his only son. That was my first time seen Gemini.

Sometimes I had to work with Gemini. I don't know since when I started to do love him. But I really loved him.

When I see him in his office room, I went there and gave him the morning breakfast who has prepared from the office canteen. I knew that, I don't have to serve his breakfast like that.Because there were so many maids for that work.

But I really loved when to see him and talk with him. One day I didn't give him the breakfast because I already had prepared a breakfast by my hand for him.

"Are these our canteen's food"

"No Sir. I made these by my hand."

"Oh......your foods are delicious. Thank you for the foods."

When he thanked me I was so happy. I really wanted to make foods for him. I really wanted to take care of him so much. I loved to help him in his every situation.

If I could be his wife, then I'll care about him so much more than this.

I could tell If he is in a good mood or a bad mood. Because I knew him well. When he had a bad mood, I really wanted to ask him why is that and clam him down. I really wanted to stayed by his side in every situation of him.

Day by day and year by year went like that. I kept my feelings myself.

His family was so nice to me. I didn't know why is that. But I respected them so much. My parents are not live now. So that was the another reason, why I respect them more.

The day, his father told me about the wedding propose , I was shocked. I couldn't believed it. They should asked someone who is rich as them. So I was wondered about it.

"But Mr. Norawit, I don't have anything. I mean I don't even have a dowry. My parents...."

When I tried to explained, Gemini's father stopped me.

"We already knew that all. If your case about your dowry, we don't need it." Mr. Norawit told me and Mrs. Norawit nodded.

They only had wanted about my wish.

But before I telling my wish, I asked them about Gemini's wish.

"We only need your wish"

That was the words of theirs.

At first I was afraid too. Because one day there was a lady came here. And she directly went towards to Gemini's office room. I thought that was his girlfriend. But after some days I figured out that she wasn't his girlfriend or something like that.

Gemini never had a lover. He doesn't interest that kind of things.

~~~Such a waste of time~~~

That was his words for the love relationship.

He is a tough man. He had a cold heart. But I'm sure that I can warm his cold heart from my love.

Sometimes when I was thinking, I thought this several times. Even I love him, I wonder If he does love me back. Actually I'm not sure that. Gemini is such a tough man who won't give his love to anyone. He's love is so rare to get anyone. Its hard to get his love. I knew that well.

But I can't leave him. I always do love him and stay by his side when he is in his bad situations. He is my everything.

I don't know the reason why I love him. No matter how I do love him, I'm sure that he won't give his love for me.

But I accepted his parents marriage proposal.

I already had knew all before I married with him. I chose him. I chose my future.

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I couldn't help myself not to writing this story. Even I was busy with my school, I tried to write this. I hope you all will like this❤️.

Listen, English isn't my first language. So there might be many mistakes. You won't be able to understand the meaning of the sentences. So I want to say sorry about that! But somehow, Thank you so much for reading the story!

Have a nice day❤️Byby ❤️.