Pain Is Lonely

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Author's POV:

After all things happened Gem and Fourth lived together again. But this time it was bit different than then. Because now, Gem loves Fourth. He cares about him and shows his love for him.

Every day Fourth wakes up and makes their morning coffee. Gem came to him everyday and muttered into his earlobe,

"I love you !"

Gem generally does this. Because he couldn't tell this words to him then. He knows that Fourth are with him now and he won't leave him again. But still Gem was regretted about his past.

That's why he repeats "I love you !" again and again, every each day and every moment.

Fourth didn't even stop him either. He dreamt and prayed for that words from his mouth one day. And now his husband loves him truly.

"Thank you God!"

Fourth didn't forget to thank for God. He did that willingly and muttered that words every day. Because he did love Gem that much !

So he didn't refuse his words. He didn't. He allowed them.

"Thank you!" Fourth tells him after he said "I love you!". Gem knows that means and hugged him very tightly giving and showing Fourth his whole love for him.

That was their love. They began again. They tried again. Yes. They began to find new pure things for fix, their broken marriage. They talked together. Gem never wanted to know about his parents, how he was lived then..... But now they have time.

They talked about themselves every night. Fourth told him everything about him. He said those, very happily. Gem listened to him very gladly.

Gem brought him places and they enjoyed their free time together. Yeah. It was more like, if they started to going dates !

They kissed each other. But Gem didn't tried to do anything more than kissing. Because he was still afraid to touch him like that way again, even, he had already forgive him for everything.

But still he had a hesitant to touch him in that way. Fourth could felt that. But he never went to ask him.

One day they have just had dinner together and Gem was making the bed till Fourth come from the bathroom. Gem already had his bath. Then Gem heard bathroom door was unlocking.

"Are you done?" Gem asked him. "Yeah." Fourth told as he covering his bathrobe with his palms. He went to looking for a cloth. Gem glanced at him and he felt his body has just gone hot !

His breathed in and out very heavy as he seeing Fourth wet body. He couldn't betrayed to his own feelings. He went to him.

Fourth felt Gem was holding his abdomen. Fourth tried to look at his side. But when he was about to look, Gem has to kiss his neck.

Fourth felt Gem kiss his wet neck and he held his big hand as he closing his eyes. But Gem went far. He bite his neck and he felt Gem bite his necklace when it was disturbing his kisses.

"Gem." Fourth said as he turned to him. Gem still was breathed heavily and he couldn't stop himself. Fourth could understand his husband and he touched his messy head to making his messy hair. Then he touched Gem's one cheek.

"Um~~I~" Gem shuttered as he was touching his cheek. Fourth wanted to talk. But Gem didn't let him.

"Sorry. I~I went too far!" Gem bowed his head as saying. "Gem!" Fourth held his neck and spoke. "It's okay." Fourth said. "I want to do too." Fourth said his words. And a little smile was shining on his lips.

Gem glanced at his wife very sincerity. He thought, how I was so selfish. How I did such bad things for his life !

How!!!