Pain Is Lonely

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Author's POV:

It was beginning of the November month. The Christmas' cold and winds were covering the whole city, giving people to feel the Christmas is coming soon.

Every people were excited about the Christmas. And It is very normal to see. But when things happens to Fourth, he was waiting for the December more than others do !

Because his husband is coming home! He waited for him for like years ! He was counting his fingers until he come back again !

"Did Gem talk last night?" Mark asked him when they were walking on the road. It was near for the Christmas and Fourth wanted to buy some Christmas stuffs.

"Yeah." Fourth grinned. "We talked and he told me that he'll try to come before the Christmas week." Fourth explained to him.

"Oh. That's great !" He told and a small grin lighting on his lips. "I want to meet him soon." Fourth added. "I know that you want." Mark said as they are stopping at the cross road.

"So have you decided to go with him." Mark asked him when they are crossing the road. "Yeah." Fourth looked at him and said truthfully. "When he came, I'll go with him." Fourth said.

"Its good. I'm happy about both of you!" Mark told his friend. "So??"

"So what?" Fourth suddenly asked and smiled.

"Which shop do you want to go first?" Mark asked giving him a smile. "Oh! I want to buy some Christmas socks." Fourth said.

"Oh. That's nice. I haven't believed them before."

"Why is that? "

"Because ~because.. I don't know." He laughed without no reason. "I believe them." Fourth said very truthfully and he smiled very kindly. Because he believed the Christmas socks magic stuffs !

"Thank you Mark for coming today with me. I'm so glad." He told him when they looking for shops. "No problem. Anyway, I don't have works today." He answered.

"Why is that?"

"I closed the shop for today."

"Oh." Fourth then was about to tell something and it was the time when Mark showed him a nice colorful red shop.

"I have heard they have great Christmas socks!" Mark pointed at the shop way.

"Yeah. I have heard it. Let's go there first." Fourth proposed and they started to walk there.

And that was true. Fourth was live alone before he married Gem. And he used to celebrate Christmas as well as his birthday. But then he married Gem he lost those everything !

But now, he can make everything from the beginning. He hopes it. He started to believe again that he and Gem can live happy together, no matter what happened after all between them !

After they went into the shop and Fourth found his favorite Christmas socks and he buy them very happily.

Mark wanted to buy some stuffs for himself and Fourth wanted to help him too. So they walked together to find his stuffs and looked for them searching every inch over the streets. And finally he found his stuffs they straight started walk to their homes.

It's Fourth"s birthday in two weeks ! And it was November 18. Fourth was live very happily. Its not because of his birthday or Christmas. Its all because of his husband coming home in December.

So...... Day by day went and finally it reached for fourth"s birthday. And it was very shiny morning and Fourth was still laying in his the bed. He was wondering while he was laying. Even it was started with the sunshine, but still it was cold outside because of the Christmas winds !