Pain Is Lonely

5

After I done that with him for my first time, he was too addicted to my body.

It's not for love. He just wanted to do it until he satisfied.

When I thought to if he finished, I go and take my clothes to were. But he suddenly came to near me and touches his penis to my naked ass cheeks.

So I let him to do it, until he satisfied. But it was a habit for him that came home early and having sex with me.

"Is it impossible kiss me even today Gem?" I asked him again when he thrusting deep into my hole.

He didn't answer me.

But now I used to this. When he put his penie to my hole, it doesn't hurt like a hell before.

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Gemini's parents came here at afternoon.

"Good afternoon" I greeted Gem's parents.

Gem's father told us that he'll come today. So I prepared everything for them.

"So...... How are you son?" His father asked me, when I giving a milk tea for them.

"I'm good father. Sorry we couldn't even visit you two. Because Gem always had works."

"No son. We know it very well." Mother said me smiling.

"What's the time when he come hime." Father asked me.

"10 at night, father." I lied.

"No way !" His mother stopped me.

"Tell us the truth son. We won't do anything to him. We promise." She added.

I was silent and kept looking down. Why they asking this kind of things. And "do nothing to him",What's the meaning of that . I couldn't understand.

But I know one thing. Its three years, I have joined to this family. But Gem's parents always forced him to do things and they all scold to each other.

I couldn't help that problems. Because I don't know anything about.

"Do you check his phone " mother asked again.

"No. I'm not."

My answer were short.

"Did you ever do that?" She asked me again and I said no.

"Why is that? Didn't you see any changes of him.

"Which changes mother. I don't understand anything what you are saying."

I asked her curiously and scared.

"I'm not telling any bad about him. Because he's my son. But I know my son well too.

"Tell me mother. Did he happen something? I could feel my eyes full of tears.

"Son, I think he has another relationship with someone."

As soon as I heard her words I froze with gasp.

"I'm sorry. But I can't believe it mother. He won't do that. I trust him."

"No one can trust him son. Even we are his parents, still we can't trust him."

His father said walking towards to the windows.

"Our company's some projects have lost since last year. So we checked and found that Gemini was the one who given those to someone." She said.

How I believe this. I'm sacred now. But I still want to believe him.

"But mother...... I think he did that, I meant about the projects. Maybe he did that because of the company." I said hiding my tears.

"Son, I don't think so."

"You are his wife son. You must think about this and stop this soon!"

She warned me !

"We will this figure out this okay, son. We are with you always. We only accepted you son." Mother said again and again.

"Somehow you are the legal wife of him." Father added.

They stayed until the midnight. They knew that I was lied to them before about the time of Gem's come home.

After they left, I stayed awake until Gem's come home. I couldn't sleep. I was thought a lot. A lot. A lot.

I laid down on the sofa and couldn't stop to think about earlier.

Gem didn't come home until passed two of midnight.

I know very well that Gem doesn't love me. But I don't think that he will cheated on me.

But if it true?

I felt sad. This time I couldn't bear this pain. I couldn't even cry. Because I felt that my all tears are gone.

I couldn't even had to energy to cry. My whole body went numb. I didn't feel any of feelings.

Three of midnight passed away. Still he didn't come. My heart beat stop and start again and again.

Its three years now that I married him. But still I can't bear this pain.

The pain, he gives me, it hurts me a lot. A lot.....

His everything gives me pain. Even his parents. Sometimes I think that why his parents chose me to be his wife.

I have no idea what to do. But I know very well that I won't able to smile tomorrow.

I never smiled or live happily since I came here with him.

But I feel scared about everything. Even about my future.....

Its 12.48 am now.......... I wrote this because I wanted to write this chapter. Hope you will enjoy ❤️ Have a nice day❤️byby❤️