Pain Is Lonely

7

When he was apologizing, I stopped cutting Leeks leaves and looked at his face.

He was starred at me. He kept looking at my red cheek.

"That's okay Gem ! I can understand you." I said and started again to cut Leeks leaves.

"Did my parents come here ?

He asked me and I looked at his face.

"They came here ~~~" I answered shortly and didn't even look at him.

"What they said ?"

"Its noth....." I couldn't finished my words.

"Tell the truth !" He spoke loudly.

"~~~They said some weird things about you~~ " I said, cutting Leeks leaves. Because I was so nervous to look at him.

"Which kind of weird things~~"

He kept asking.

"If I tell you, can you promise me, you won't do anything bad"

I said as swallowing saliva. Because I know about my husband very well.

"I said, tell the FUCKING truth !"

I gasped with his words. But I tried to utter words.

"They told me that you have a relationship with someone !"

I said and looked down. But his face was red with anger. I was scared. But I tried to stay clam. My hands were shaking. I could felt that.

"But Gemini~~ I don't believe that. I won't trust your parents words. I trust you baby... I said him as touching his nape.

He kept starring at me and didn't say anything.

"Gem~~~ if you have problems, we can solve them together."

I said, putting the Leeks leaves plate on the floor.

"Mmm~~~" he mumbled. That was his only reaction. But I was happy to hear even an one word from him.

But this time, he didn't get angry. After this he played some mobile games.

While he was playing games, I went to cook.

"Fourth ~~ " Gem called me and I came to living room again.

"I have to go now..... I'll be late. So don't stay awake." He said and stood up from sofa.

"But baby...... You didn't eat anything yet..... How...." He cut my words.

" I'll eat there.....you eat... "

That was his last words. So I didn't argue with him. I just nodded.

I took the juice glass which I given him. Then he ready to go upstairs. But before he going, he talk to me.

"Did you apply some creams..."

His sudden question, gasped me.

"Creams ~~~" I asked him curiously.

"Your cheek !" He answered.

"Oh.... I didn't apply yet ~~~" I smiled and looked down.

"Apply some.....!" He said and went.

He's weird today. I was surprised about his all actions.

Before he went home, he came to the kitchen again and opened the alcohol cupboard. Then he took a bottle and a glass.

Now drinking is one of his habits. Before going somewhere he drank. Even before going to bed, he drank.

"Don't drink too much baby~~"

I said washing his alcohol glass which he drank. But he didn't say anything. The only thing he did is staring at me.

After he left, I lonely at home. Today is a free day to Gemini. But he didn't stay at home. I felt so lonely.

Eating alone and stay at home alone, I used to this now.

But today, Gemini was weird. The way he talked with me was good. I felt a comfortable.

But sometimes I thought that If we have a child, then Gemini could be change. I really hope a child from him.

I have school tomorrow 😂😂But I still writing 🔥. Have a nice day❤️byby❤️