Petits défis sympas

Live to fight another day

Hey. I came back. Everyone miss you, you know ? Last time, Owen asked if I knew when you were coming back. I had to explain to him that we would not see you for a long time. He seemed to accept the answer, but I know he'll ask again. He loves you, you know ?  After all, you wouldn't ? You're just the most amazing person we got to know. 
Oh, and Sophia came by today. She's nice. She gave me flowers, I brought them to you. Lys, your favorite. I don't even know how she got them, it's not even the season for lys... But it was nice of her. She misses you too... 
I saw your parents last week. Seemed to be better since then. They even smiled at me when I told them I came to see you. I know there's not a lot af people who come to see you... You must feel lonely here, all on you own. I remember how much you enjoyed leaning on everyone, just for the sake of it. Even if I always told you not to do it, now I'm so glad you never listened to me.

Hey. It's me again. I tried to come earlier, but I got so busy this week, it's crazy ! I found a job. People are nice there. They don't know, so they don't look weird at me. It's a nice  change. 
Owen asked for you again when he came by with Antony. He's such a sweet boy, you should see him ! Always caring, trying to make everyone feel better. I told them for me. Like, I told Antony and Owen. Antony just smirked -this bastard, he already knew-, and Owen asked for more explainations, and then just hugged me... Like, nothing to say, but why does everyone want to hug me ? I mean, I'm wonderful but still ! Leave me my personal space. 
Anyway... I also went to see Sophia again. She's really nice. She help me a lot you know ? Especialy since I'm the one to go to her. She gave me lys again. So I brought them here. They're beautiful, isn't it ? 
Never really understood your obsession with flowers. But lys suits you. Always did. 

I have to go now, but... I'll come back soon, I promise.

Hey ! Always me. Your parents told me they still didn't come by... Must be sad. You always loved seeing people. They thanked me to still come though. They're so nice. 
I know it's been a while, but you know... I had so much exams, and I just didn't find the time...

Or maybe that just an excuse for me... I don't know anymore... I shouldn't come if it's to make you feel bad, 'cause I'm hesitating to come. Still hurt after all.

Anyway, just came by to say hey, so... I'm gonna go ? Yeah... I'll do that. 

Hey. Can you help me ? I wanna see you again... Wanna have you by my side. Or maybe, I want to be at yours. Don't know. I still don't know why I came... 

Haven't seen anyone in a while. Just didn't feel like it. But... My parents are moving away, and they're taking me with them. For my own good, that's what they said...

Hey... Do you think you would see each other soon again ? I really missed you, and I really messed up this year. Like, I messed up so badly, I failed every single one of my classes... But what should I have expected ? You were always the better of us... I'm just the failure...

Hey... It's the last time I'm coming for a while, I'm changing school. So I'm far away now. I miss you so much. I really wonder when I'll see you again. After all, you always told me you'll never leave me alone here. And yet, that's exactly what you did. You left me, all alone. All on my own. But I need you. I need you so badly. World's so cold without you... Why'd you left ? Did I do something bad ? 
Who am I kidding... Of course I did something bad, you're not with me. 

Hey.
It's been a while.
I... worked on myself, those last few years. I got better. I still want to see you, that'll never go away. But I don't wanna see you right now. That's better, no ? 
Anyway. I... I didn't come back before 'cause I just wanted to do something first. I never told you I wanted to do that. But... I finally learned to play the violin. Why am I telling you this you'll ask. 'Cause... It's dumb, but on my way here, just.. that day, the day they put you there, I heard... I heard a music from Coldplay. I know you didn't necessarily like them. But... Yeah, I heard Sunrise. And it stucked. I... Every time I listen to that music I just come back to that day. And... yeah... I'm gonna... I'm just gonna do my thing, ok ? 

Then, they put their violin back in its case. Few tears falling on the gound and the stone. 

I hope you liked it, wherever you are. I'll never forget how amazing you were withe everyone. I love you. 

Then they left, leaving Ashla's tomb alone. They finally got to do what they needed to close that page of this chapter. Just play a song for their friend. 

Mh... Je sais pas pourquoi, l'idée m'est venue... (en vrai j'ai juste vu mon violon dans ma chambre, j'avais Sunrise.. BOOM !)

Et ouais, ça faisait longtemps, mais.... J'ai pas vraiment d'excuse à part que j'allais pas top top l'année dernière, mais que cette année, je suis en histoire, et que je vais BEAUCOUP mieux :)

Nuuxta