Smoke Signals

12 😏

⚠️ SMUT ⚠️

I looked at myself in the mirror as I pulled my shirt down over my head. It had been a week since I called in sick and JJ was still here. Thank God for her or else I would probably have starved to death by now and I wouldn't have left my bed at all.

I clenched my legs together as I felt arousal pooling down there. I had just gotten out of the shower and I could get the thought of JJ out of my head. JJ plus horny equals unholy thoughts of JJ which means I fucking need sex.

She walked up behind me in the bathroom and hugged me from behind. I hummed and turned around in her arms. "You ok?" She asked with a small laugh, not being able to read the look on my face. I hadn't had sex in three weeks. That was the look on my face. "Honey?" How did I say this to her? "What's wrong?"

"Nothings wrong." I assured her. "I just uh...I'm wet."

"Of course you're wet you just got out of the shower." I laughed nervously. "Oh." She raised her brows. "Well...I can help with that if that's what you're worried about." I nodded. "Ok." She furrowed her brows. "I don't see the problem honey, why are you so nervous?" She laced our fingers together and I walked backwards until I fell down against my bed. She smiled and climbed on top of me. I smiled back and put my arms on her waist. She leaned down to connect our lips, resting her hand on my stomach. I pulled her shirt off of her head and she smiled. "Darling it's going to be all about you right now."

"But...but I still want to see you. Is that ok?"

"It's more than ok angel." She started kissing down my neck and then pulled off my shirt, smirking when she saw that I didn't have a bra on. I unclipped hers and squeezed her breasts, moaning as she sucked on my neck.

"Be fast please, I don't care if it's rushed." I pleaded, just needing to be touched right now.

"But darling I don't want to rush it." She whispered, sliding my pants off and slowly rubbing me through my panties. Her jaw dropped. "Holy fuck you're wet." She looked down and saw that my panties were completely soaked through. She pulled them off and smiled. "Spread your legs for me baby." I spread them and her brows raised. "Damn." I didn't think she understood how badly I needed her to just touch me.

"Jayje. Please." Her finger ran between my folds and gathered all the arousal she could, it was practically dripping down my thighs at this point. She looked me in the eye while sucking it off of her finger. I moaned loudly and a rush of heat flooded my body. She touched me again, this time spreading arousal all over my clit softly, making sure not to hurt me or overstimulate me.

It was honestly pathetic how quickly her gentle touch could send me over the edge. She watched my facial expression as she continued to rub my arousal on my throbbing clit. I was so close. "Jayje..."

"Just be patient darling, we're just getting started." My face flushed and I tried to hold back my orgasm, embarrassed that I was already just a few seconds away from being sent over the edge. "Baby? You're close already aren't you?" I whined and she just smiled, continuing her slow and agonizing movements.

She leaned down to press a soft kiss to my neck, my body jolting as my climax came. She made sure to keep her movement slow, letting me ride out the high so slowly that it was almost painful. My mouth opened in a silent scream and I covered my mouth. She kissed my neck again and then used her whole hand to rub my clit to let me come down from my high. "You ok?" She asked me sincerely as my chest heaved. I nodded and she reached for my hands, lacing our fingers together as she swung her leg over me to straddle me. She looked a bit nervous. I squeezed her hands.

"Are you ok?"

"I have an idea..and you don't have to say yes if you don't want to...but I have strap on...and I was wondering if you were willing to try it."

"Um...sure?" I had never had anything like that inside me before and I was a bit nervous. She reached across me to the nightstand she had been using and I stared at her stomach as it hovered over me. She was so perfect. I traced a line down her stomach and brought my head up to kiss it. She smiled when she came back to her original position, sliding her pants and underwear off and putting it on.

"We don't have to do this if you don't want to." She said softly when she saw the look on my face.

"No, I...I want to try."

"Can you take a deep breath for me gorgeous?" She laced our fingers together again in one hand, the tip of the strap an inch away from my entrance. "You don't have to be nervous, it's just me." She kissed my forehead. "Tell me to stop and I will." I nodded and tried to relax my body.

"I'm...I'm ready."

"Ok. I'm going to go in slowly, tell me if it hurts or anything." She kissed my lips and then my jaw. She slowly eased into me and it did hurt. Nothing this big had ever been inside me before. "Are you ok?" She asked once she was a few inches in, concern written all over her face.

"I...I don't know."

"Does it feel good?" She kissed my jaw and waited for my answer.

"I don't think I can do it, I'm sorry." I shook my head.

"Darling don't apologize. I'm going to pull out, ok?" I nodded and let out a deep breath when she was all the way out. She took the strap off and hovered over me. "Are you ok?" She caressed my cheek and kissed my forehead. I didn't answer, not knowing what to say. "Hey, angel, talk to me. What's going on up there?" She asked, kissing my temple. I put my arms around her and brought her down onto me, squeezing my eyes shut tightly. "If you want to talk...I'm right here darling, ok?" The way she handled me so gently and always made sure I was ok made me feel so vulnerable. Something I've never been able to be in front of anyone until her.

I think I was falling in love with her.