Unconditionally (BOOK 3)

Panic

⚠️TW⚠️

Felix's POV:

"Change of plans for today's shoot, okay?" The creative director said.

"Yeah, sure." I nodded, not seeing an issue. I'm pretty much open to almost anything. I've been told I'm very easy going and it makes the creative juices flow. This job has made me find a confidence in myself that I didn't know I was lacking. Maybe I haven't gotten to the stressful piece of this yet because it's still all so new, but I've loved every second of it so far.

"You're okay with shooting nude, right?"

Until now.

"Yeah." I quietly stuttered, lying through my teeth. I'm sure most people wouldn't have an issue posing without their clothes on. It's something that every model has to do eventually; even Wooyoung had one or two shoots like that. But to me, it's extremely different.

"Felix, do what I tell you."

"Okay, daddy."

"No, none of that crap. Don't look at me as your dad right now, you know what you're supposed to do. Take your shirt off," and so I did, "and your pants."

"My socks too?"

"Even your socks too. Come on, Felix, make this quick."

I stood there almost completely naked in my parent's bedroom. I asked my friend at school if his dad makes him do this and he said no. He's only 7 so it could be because I'm 8.

"Like this?"

"Stop wasting my time!" He slapped me in the face, making me cry immediately. "Quit the tears, you know what happens when you start crying."

"But I already am crying!"

"Then you know what happens." I frantically tried to stop my tears as I took off my underwear. I asked my friend if his dad does this too - again, he said no. Once I was fully naked, he started to take pictures of me. "Felix, I can't do this with you crying." He was already irritated, I was afraid it was just going to get worse. "Get on the bed and turn around. It'll be easier so your face isn't shown."

"Yes, sir." I sniffled, doing exactly what he demanded. He shoved my head down onto the bed, making me tremble in fear. I knew what was coming.

"Daddy, please." I begged. "I don't like when you do it."

"I told you not to call me that!" He screamed and pushed me off the bed and onto the ground. "Little boys like you need to be punished."

"But I didn't do anything!" I cried, backing up to the wall until there was nowhere else for me to go.

"You're crying like a baby."

"But I made sure to get good grades in school, I even made my bed this morning." Again, slapped across the face.

He flipped me on my stomach and pinned me down to the ground. The sound of his belt unbuckling made me scream in terror. But I knew there was nothing I could do except take it.

"Do you mind if I use the bathroom real quick?" I asked, showing no emotion.

"Yeah, go ahead."

I can't do this.

Felix
Help idk what to do

I'm having a panic attack

Wooyoung
What why???