Used Me p3

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Dazai calls (Y/n) and waits for her answer.
Sadly she doesn't answer.
"Hey it's me! Leave your message at the deep."
"Hey little mystery. I know you're at work and I'm sorry for calling. But I want to know if you'll meet me at that restaurant we went to a few weeks ago. The one where I made you accidentally snort your soda. It'll be my treat. If you agree I'll be there at 9:45. If you don't come...I'll understand."

Come 11:15 Dazai sighs quietly and swirls his drink.
A ding from his phone indicates a text.
Hoping it was from (Y/n) Dazai looks but frowns.
"Dazai are you coming into work tomorrow?"
A worried text from Atsushi.
"Of course I will." He quickly texts back and puts his phone down.
"I didn't think you'd still be here." (Y/n) whispers softly.
"I didn't think you'd come."
"Then why did you stay?"
"Because I hoped you would."

(Y/n) blushes softly and sits across from the man.
The waiter brings over her favorite drink.
The woman looks from the waiter to the man sitting across from her.
"You didn't think I'd forget your favorites did you?"
She frowns and takes a small drink.
Neither speak and sit in awkward silence.
(Y/n) really didn't know what to say or how to feel.

Dazai walks her home and keeps his hands in his pockets.
Once they reach her front door she slowly turns to him.
"Thank you, for walking me home."
"You're welcome. Maybe when you're free next we could take a walk in the park. Or see a movie."
(Y/n) slowly turns to Dazai and looks into his eyes. "You're always trying to do things I want. Why don't we ever do something you want?"

The question takes the man by storm.
"Something I want? The whole point of this is to make you happy. Why would I make it about myself?"
"What if I find joy in something you like to do?"
Dazai opens his mouth then closes it.
"What?"
"I usually try to commit suicide a lot, obviously they always end in failure. If not that then I'm working."
"Suicide?"
"Yeah."

(Y/n) frowns and takes his hand. "What could ever make you want to end everything?"
The sincerity in her eyes makes his heart clench.
"You wouldn't understand and I don't want to make you sad. So let's not talk about it."
"If you want me to love you I need to know everything about you."
"Love me?"
(Y/n) sighs but nods. "Yeah."
Dazai smiles slightly. "My past is something I'm not proud of and I am trying to turn over a new leaf. If you can leave it at that I will try to be more open with you."
The woman sighs but agrees.

Over the course of many months the two slowly get comfortable with each other.
Dazai gets (Y/n) access to visit her brother.
Hirano was fully willing to cooperate and his sentence was reduced.
When Dazai give her the news of when he would be released she actually hugged him.
She smiles happily and buries her face in his neck.
Dazai hugs back and buries his face in her hair.
"Thank you Dazai."
"You're welcome little mystery."

(Y/n) didn't want to let her walks crumble but Dazai has been working his ass off to show her he didn't want to hurt her.
The agent wants her to be happy. He is doing everything in his power to make her happy and strengthen their relationship.
At first she didn't want to be happy with him, she hated his guts, but everything is different now.
Finally after a couple years.


(Y/n) walks into the agency and walks up behind her boyfriend. She wraps her arms around his neck and leans her head against his.
"Little mystery?"
"Osa if we don't hurry up that cafe will close before we can try it." She whispers in his ear.
Dazai smiles softly and stands up. "We can't have that. You've been wanting to try it for weeks."
(Y/n) takes his hand and he kisses her knuckles.

"Dazai! Did you finish that paperwork?" Kunikida yells, walking over.
"Sorry Doppo! I'm stealing him for the night. I promise he'll finish it tomorrow." The woman calls, dragging her boyfriend out of the office.
The blonde sighs and pushes up his glasses.
"I'll get it done Kunikida!" Dazai yells from down the hall.
"Damn menace." Kunikida mumbles and face palms.

The couple walks to the new cafe and since it's so late they easily get service right away.
Dazai orders while (Y/n) gets them a booth.
Once they get their order they begin enjoying.
(Y/n) rubs her foot up and down his leg.
Dazai blushes softly but keeps drinking.
"Thank you for this Osa."
"You're welcome little mystery. I love you."
"I love you too." She responds then blushes softly.
Dazai smiles happily but keeps his gaze on his drink.

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