Dazai x reader one shots

Connection Needed

(Y/n) walks past Dazai, hearing him mumble quietly to himself.
The brunette is stressed and she could tell.
The woman wraps her arms around his shoulders and kisses his cheek. "Calm down Osa. Everything will be ok. You'll figure things out soon enough."
A scoff then laugh is his response.
"You think so little mystery?"
"Oh yeah. If I've learned anything it's that your smart and cunning. You hit rough patches like everyone but you bounce back with a smile on your face."
Dazai smiles and rubs her arm with his thumb.
"I love you Osa."

Dazai frowns and looks up at her. "Does it not bother you that I don't say it back?"
(Y/n) looks at her boyfriend confused. "No. You said at the beginning you need time with someone to form a connection. Then once you're comfortable enough with that person then you open up. My little demi boy." The woman smiles and plays with his hair
"Well you're the same way."
"Yes, but it didn't take as long with you. Once I got to know you, the real you, I realized I could be myself with you. You have trauma that doesn't allow you to trust or love so I have no intention of forcing you."
"That includes sexual activity."
"Oh for sure. I'm not one to have sex on the first date anyways. I'm not a sexual person in general. We've been together for how long now and I've only just started letting you see me in my bra and panties. The idea of us having sex is still daunting."
"Exactly. I wouldn't want to have sex with you until you were ready. Doing anything before now would feel like having sex with a stranger."

Kunikida clears his throat, pushing up his glasses. "Are you distracting him from his work (Y/n)?"
"Sorry Doppo. Osa was stressing out so I wanted to help him relax."
"By making out in the office?"
"Of course not! I would never."
"Yeah Kunikida. She's not like that." Dazai defends his girlfriend.
"Whatever. Just get back to work. I better not find you two having sex in here ever."
(Y/n) frowns and looks down. "Of course not."
"Maybe someday." Dazai teases and smirks.
The blonde breaks his pen and glares at his partner.
The (h/c) blushes and looks at her boyfriend. "Excuse me?"
"Well it's not like we're never gonna have sex. We're just waiting for the right time."

Kunikida face palms and walks away.
Dazai wraps his arms around (Y/n)'s waist. "I'm sorry if we made you upset."
"No I just realized something."
"What's that little mystery?"
"That I do want to go farther with you. Definitely not right now but eventually, sometime soon."
"Really?"
"Yeah. I have no intention of leaving you. And although you may leave me, be that by dying or something else, I don't care. I know I love you and I'm confident you care about me enough to take that step. So when you're ready I am too."
Dazai smiles and nods. "I'm glad to hear."