Unloved | tk

ch8

"No!"

Taehyung looked at the stranger with slight disappointment and asked, "It's not like I am asking you to have sex with me", Taehyung panicked at his own words and quickly added, "That won't happen anyway but I asked for just---just a kiss. That's it"

the brunette couldn't understand his own urge to kiss Jungkook. The raven was hot, he wouldn't deny but he has come across many hot guys. Never did anything happen that would make him question his entire existence. But Jungkook did. The raven shattered all the walls he had created to protect that poor and scared 15-year-old Taehyung. the little guy who was made to believe a shit ton of things irrespective of the fact of if they were true or not. 

For Taehyung it was so unusual of him to basically convince (almost force) a guy to kiss him. Was he that desperate to test who he was? To know what he felt was actually true or just a narrative of some people or just his horny mind doing tricks? He never knew who he was or what he was becoming. He just became, what everyone expected him to be. So when he asked Jungkook to kiss him, he was also asking him to let him have a taste of his reality. even if Jungkook was just a medium to get to see it up close, he was desperate to have one tiny glance of himself in Jungkook's beautiful doe eyes.

"Aren't you too ahead of yourself? What do you think I am, huh? Some pathetic slut, who's having trouble saying no to your sorry ass? Just because I agreed to the blow---", Jungkook sighed and clenched his jaw in anger, " the blow job doesn't mean I am going to go around sleeping with you"

Taehyung looked at Jungkook with apologetic eyes, "You assume a lot because I don't think anything about you", yes, Taehyung clearly lied and Jungkook could hear his heart-shattering at that, "I--I don't know why I feel like that to be honest. But I felt like kissing you", Taehyung said in an embarrassing tone. As if confessing his intentions was like agreeing that he was guilty of a crime or something. The confession had an opposite reaction on the raven. His heart was going crazy and he was having a hard time being either giddy or mad at Kim Taehyung. Because the hot dude's mind was just a roller coaster. Confusing Jungkook to no end.

But for now, the raven chose to be just mad. First, Taehyung said that he doesn't think about him. and Second, yeah, that's right, he said he doesn't think about him! It fucking hurts, okay! Getting rejected in the face by your hot crush! As if his being straight wasn't torture enough now he is killing Jungkook with his words. On top of that, he's asking for a kiss! What kind of people who don't think about each other at all, kiss? There's some misunderstanding in Kim Taehyung's pea-brain which Jungkook doesn't seem to get. "you know, you're pathetic! Here I was, worried for you when you on the other hand don't even respect me, not even a little!"

Taehyung furrowed his eyebrows, "I asked you to kiss me. How does it become, you getting insulted by me?"

Jungkook huffed in annoyance and threw a tiger plushie in the other's face. Taehyung didn't flinch. Because he knew the raven didn't have anything for a comeback. He was just being dramatic for no reason. Jungkook wanted to say, 'If you don't think about me and you say you're not gay then why should I kiss you? Why should I give my poor heart false hopes? because it'll be all real for me and nothing for you' but yes, he couldn't say it out loud. He grumbles under his breath, "I don't know why I agreed for you to stay here"

Taehyung heard that and was now standing up, "I know, I am being a burden but don't worry, I'll leave", though he didn't know where he'd go, just to satisfy his ego he said it but mentally prayed that Jungkook would stop him. With that, he went on to pick up his nicely folded shirt by the raven. He turned and said, "Thank you for everything and sorry for hurting you even though that wasn't what I intended on doing"

The brunette started heading towards the bathroom to get changed in his clothes so that he could leave. Meanwhile, Jungkook was going fucking crazy on realising what he just did. He was mentally freaking out and wanted to scream at Taehyung, but he didn't know what to say or yell, to be precise. Time was rushing too fast and the raven's mind was a chaos. Whatever he was saying was coming out all wrong and he didn't trust his words anymore so before Taehyung turned the doorknob to the washroom, his wrist was held by Jungkook and the brunette was spun on his feet.