"WHAT the fuck are you doing, Colton?!" halos isigaw ko sa mukha niya ang bawat salitang lumabas sa bibig ko.
Wet in his own sweat, looking like a mess and drunk as fuck. Colton can't even manage to stand properly with his current state. He smells like shit, and he's out kissing some random bitch in this fucking place...again.
Hindi ako makapaniwala nang makita siya sa lugar na ito. Naramdaman ko ang pagbabago sakaniya nitong mga nakaraan, something is up with this guy and he's refusing to talk about it.
I wiped his lips harsh enough for it to bleed. Hindi siya nagsalita at pinanood lamang ako. Bawat punas ko sa labi niya ay tila napupunit ang puso ko sa sakit. I hate to remember the things that I've seen in this place.
I hate the images flashing back in my mind as I wipe his mouth, hoping to erase everything he got from the filthy kiss he shared with that woman.
I travelled my eyes around his face. He's so drunk and deffinitely out of it. Nanghina ako at napakapit sa kaniyang damit na tila malalaglag na sakaniyang balikat dahil tanggal na ang mga butones nito.
A sudden scenario from years ago flashed back in my mind.
He was drunk that night, and our enemies caught him...the next thing I knew is that he was already laying on top of my lap, almost lifeless and cold from the beating that he got.
"Answer me, bakit ka nandito?"
Natigil ang pananahimik ko nang magtanong siya.
"You're here" I said, as if it was the only reason there is to say.
"And?" he raised his brows, waiting for me to say more.
Hindi siya nakuntento sa aking sagot.
His eyes looked at mine, though it's already hooded and sleepy from all the alcohol that he had.
"I just know that you're here" I answered.
Pinagmasdan ko ang mapungay niyang mga mata. Sobrang dilim ng kulay niyon. Parang kalangitan tuwing sasapit ang gabi. His pair is dark, deep, and so dangerous to look at especially when he's too close from me just like now.
"Why did you follow me...hmm?"
Hindi ako nakasagot. Sobrang malumanay ang kaniyang boses dahil sa kalasingan.
Yumuko ako upang iwasan ang nakakalunod niyang mga titig pero, muli niyang itinaas ang baba ko para salubungin ang aking mga mata.
It almost suck every oxygen out of my lungs, but I managed to answer his question.
The tension got high, I felt it. His body against mine felt hotter and I don't know how he managed to elevate the conversation this fast.
With just a few touch and eye contact, he built a great amount of sexual tension between the two us.
"I'm worried, because the last time you were here—"
He didn't let me finish my sentence. Naramdaman ko na agad ang marahas na pagdapo nang malaki niyang palad sa likod ng aking ulo at mabilis niya akong hinigit palapit.
Ang nakaawang kong mga labi ay nilusob niya na parang kidlat na bumulusok sa lupa gamit ang kaniyang mainit na mga halik.
Kumilos ang mga labi ni Colton sa marahas at mapanakop na kilos. Sinubukan kong manlaban ngunit naging alipin ako ng mga halik niya.
Ang mariin na paglikom niya sa mga pulso ko gamit ang iisa niyang kamay ay hindi masakit, ngunit dama ko ang matinding dahas niya sa mga iyon. Wala akong ibang nagawa kundi tanggapin ang mga ibinibigay niya sa akin.
Sa bawat pagdiin ng halik niya ay tila binubura nito ang lahat nang alalahanin sa aking isipan.
Colton kissed me like he was a thirsty beast in a desert who finally found a water to end his thirst with.
I felt his aggression and greed in that kiss. His posessiveness and his strength, as if he's letting me know that he owns every bits of me.
And when he bite my lower lip, I moaned.
The kiss ended quickly. I tried chasing his lips but failed. I'm pulled back to reality. He smirked because of my foolish act.
"We're done. Thank you for the kiss, it was great."
Nagpantig ang mga tenga ko sa narinig at sa mga oras na iyon ay ninais kong hugutin ang baril na nasa aking bewang. I wish I could kill him right now.
"Fuck you, Montecillo" I said with utter sincerity and left him.
I rode my bike and completely turn my back to leave.
But in the back of my mind, I smiled. He still kiss me the way he used to. Colton might be a jerk but he's still not good at hiding his feelings.
He's still the same idiot. My big fat ass idiot. This time, I will try to trust him.
I am so worried that he might get killed this time...but I will trust him. I know that he won't let that happen. Because we promised, and I know that Colton Venom mean it when he swears.
And so, I will wait for him. I will watch how he'll handle things on his own. This would be a little risky and dangerous, but I know that he'll make it out alive.
Hindi ako makikialam sa kung ano mang pina-plano niya. Pero ang hiling ko lang...sana bumalik siya nang masigla. I just want him to be alive, to continue living.
I don't care if he will abandon me in the future, all I want is to see him live a beautiful and happy life.
BINABASA MO ANG
Dig My Grave
Любовные романыColton Venom Montecillo, the notorious playboy in town and River Gallardo, a goal-oriented, smart-ass student, were ex-lovers during college days. However, because of their job as an agent in a private and dangerous organization, the couple had to e...
