but i love her ~mattheo riddle x reader

youll never see it coming

mattheo had slept with me every night for 4 days straight. and it was another meeting party. on the off hand everyone wanted to see me. even in the kitchen when i was trying to make food i had everyone come up and hug me. even delphini which only earned a smile from bellatrix. "kids like y/n, we think its her child like nature or her gentleness" "i was worried she would hate being here" "shes a great kidsitter" i could hear my mom and her laughing. i knew bella, she plays a front. "delphini please go upstairs with your brother" "im downstairs with my brother" she was pointing to tom who when i looked back was watching me and all he did was look away. hes so fucking weird. "we can go over it more today" i could hear my fathers voice ring. once i got my food i went upstairs with the boys and delphini followed me opposed to staying with tom. at this rate bellatrix is going to get jealous of me. curse everyone liking me. i sat down in their circle. "she followed me" upon first glance of seeing mattheo she went to him. it was only natural that i sat next to him and she sat inbetween us. "what did you make" "uh you know it was something at one point" "how the hell did you burn eggs y/n" "cooking is not my strong suit" "you left the stove on" we all looked to the door. "oh man...." "go turn it off y/n" "ok ok dont yell at me" i was stopped dead in my tracks by a hand pressing on my forehead. "i already did" i looked up at him. "your fucking short" "shouldnt have done that tom" mattheo spoke from behind me. "ill show you short, im not short im big and strong" i couldnt even move an inch with his hand on my head pushing me away. i ended up giving up and sitting down. "how the hell did you burn eggs" i looked back at my plate and then at blasie. "you know. i really dont know. it was on low heat" "no it wasnt" "it said lo" "it said high. it was all the way up" we all looked at tom. he was enjoying getting a rise out of me. "im the one who cooked them i should know" "im the one who doesnt have burnt eggs in front of them" i couldnt fight the argument. we could hear them calling toms name only meaning he finally left. "y/n" i looked at the small child next to me. "toms been talking about you" i looked at mattheo with my eyes wide as shit. "what do you mean del" "hes been telling mommy how he thinks shes cute and shes high temperament. but shes gentle. they started talking about marriage" i looked at mattheo once more. the whole room was quiet. "your telling me he was flirting with me" "it appears so" blaise spoke up. i made a audible gag sound. "Face masks" enzo looked at me. "only if y/n gets to have a turn" draco looked at them. "Deal" they all spoke. it was obvious what we were doing because delphini started a chant from dracos room to my room and everyone just happened to join in. and we all watched tom enter the room. "i thought they needed you" theo looked at him. "i told them to fuck off wheres the face masks" we couldnt help but laugh a little. i dug through my drawer. "i have a clay, clay,clay, mud and 2 sheet masks left." i looked at them. "fuck is a clay" i looked at them. "2 of you get pink, 2 of you get green and 2 get black" "what the hell is the difference" "clay tightens and hardens. mud drys but doesnt get as tight and the sheet masks are what i normally give you. only problem with clay and mud is you need water to take them off" i looked at them. "sheet" "clay" "clay" "mud" "clay" "clay" i smiled at all of them. "choose your colors and get in a group" i watched as they read all the labels and in the end toms sheet mask was thrown at me. i did end up putting his on first. "your clay and mud masks will differ from his in a slight variation. you also have to recognize dry time. that means no touching itching or scratching" once toms was on i had put everyone elses on. theo and mattheo got rose pink. draco and enzo got green tea and avocado clay while blaise got mud. once everyone's was on they all looked in the bathroom. i could only smile. delphini got a leave on moisture mask once again.  i started with tom i could see his eyes close and his body sink into the bed. "mattheo turn on the radio and plug in that tiny little chip to it" i had burned a shit ton of songs on there so it was music i actually liked. which had every single genre imaginable. of course the first song to play was not child or boy friendly. it quiet literally says if you think im pretty lay your hands on me. and i know want to kill myself. once tom was done i sat there washing off every boys face with a rag and warm to hot water. and they all sat in a line. but first i wanted to rub in the childs just a bit more with lotion. "you want pink or gold" "that one" i smiled and opened the package putting little eye things under her eye. "you have to lay down and keep them on" tom started speaking to her. "what the hell is this song y/n" "boogie wo..change it" they never did, and the song is about killing kids and people. "i told you to change it" i watched draco get up only to be stopped by tom. "i like it" they all looked at me questioning me. "just because i listen to violent music does not make me violent" i sat there and did the same thing over and over. their hair. "mattheo since you want to be tested on. i have these" "a foot mask" "i cant dare use them. but you can" i watched mattheo take off his shoes and socks. "did i mention its going to make your feet peel?" "what?" "it makes you feet flake off dead skin so you'll just constantly have dead skin everywhere" "give me my shoes" "ill fucking do it" and i watched draco walk over. "you can never say i dont care again" "i wont" i put them on and started a timer. "your turn lay down" i had a sheet mask set horribly on my face. "thats not right" "it has to be" i ended up fixing it in the end. "this tool for the cheeks" "no thats the water thing its everything" "this is for the cheeks" i ended up sitting up and putting them in order. and once they figured their shit out they finally started. "go up" "what" "when you do it everything should go up for a lift effect" i am not trying to walk them through it and its the hardest thing ever. "move" tom spoke taking it and doing it correctly. "oh shit no way" "our future is doomed" he spoke hiding back in his corner. once i was done they wanted to try my hair to which i politely declined. "girls all wash their hair differently so any differ from their regular routine can mess it up if done wrong or incorrect" "how the hell do you know this" "im smart mattheo, i have a girlfriend unlike you" "suck my dick tom" "you have a girlfriend whats her name" "i dont have to tell you"  probably because she isnt real. "fair enough" "your sneaky ass would probably find out anyways" he looked at me. "sneaky?" i spoke smirking. "you hear that. i told you i was. you all doubting me" i looked at the boys. "if he knows it then your not." theo looked dead into my eyes. "i fucking hate all of you" "she cusses?" tom looked at them. i forgot i was playing my sweet innocent no cussing no bad things type of person. "only when shes mad. we dont hear it often" blaise spoke up. i knew he liked me even just a little. "mattheo i think your sister is asleep..on my bed" i sighed. i ended up taking the eye things off of her and throwing them away. much like putting everything away and trying to get to my trash can. "excuse me" "no" "okay then they will stay here" i spoke putting them on my table. "we turning on the tv?" enzo spoke up. and we were all on the bed apart from tom who wanted nothing to do with us anymore so he left. i watched mattheo look at the door and at his sister before giving me a kiss on my forehead. i smiled at him. "you guys make me want to throw up" blaise spoke turning up the tv volume. "im hungry" "your the one who burnt your eggs" "you the one who used the last of my face masks" i spoke looking at everyone. "we could go out but delphini" theo spoke looking at the child who had somehow ended up laying on my stomach. so we left her with tom and left. only for tom to join us and the car become even more cramped. i had to sit on the floor with enzo and tom stole my seat with the child. i was sitting under mattheo so all he did was wrap his legs around me like a seat belt. "seat belt" mattheo spoke looking at tom who was looking at him weird. "i dont get a fucking seat belt" "im not doing that" i watched the whole interaction with enzo and tom and it was funny im not even going to lie to myself. "we are here" "y/n count heads" "8" i spoke counting on my fingers. "shes a finger counter?" "we told you she wasnt the smartest" "wait let me recount" "1.2.3.4.5.6.7.8" i spoke counting my fingers one by one. "1.2.3.4.5.6.7.8" theo actually counted everyones heads i just remembered names. "wait 7" "del" "8, i was right" they all just started laughing. "Cant cook, cant do math, cant clean" blasie started naming off. i know they were joking but the 2 new ones didnt. "you stop being mean to her. thats why your ugly" "mattheo get the kid" i watched blaise and the kids fight, more or less the kid trying to beat ass and blaise trying to get her to go away. "come del" mattheo spoke earning nothing only to look at tom. "delphini come here right now" nothing. "delphini come here" i spoke and everyone watched in amazement that she came to me. all i did was smirk at them. "go ask your brothers to pick you up" "we just have to cross this street" i watched as she went to tom and he turned her down. "go to your favorite person" his voice had anger. and guess where she went to me. which meant i had to carry 31 kilos in my arms. fuck why is 70 pounds so heavy. all she did was rest her head on my shoulder and wait for me to struggle to get across the street. "shes weak" tom spoke to mattheo. "only a little" "why do you think we stick around so much" theo looked at him. "i dont know" "shes out bestfriends brother and shes mentally uncappable to do anything let alone think for herself. she can barely make a decision. not the smartest grape in the vine and shes not the strongest. your little sister could probably beat her in a fight" theo spoke. ouch that hurt. i did watch him mouth sorry. tom just looked me up and down. "guys i would rather myself get hit by a car and not the child with me" i watched mattheo run up and take her. walking next to me. "now no one has to get hit with a car" i watched theo look at tom. "i told you" once we sat down i was next to the brothers with theo on my left and the others were on the other side. "why do we have to sit next to the baby" "you dont" tom spoke pulling her chair to the side of the table. in the end draco ended up ordering my food only for tom to ask why i didnt, only to be told i was to scared to. i think its creating a picture in his mind i cant do anything for myself making me a liability. we went to a big store with a shit ton of self care shit. i watched all the boys chip in apart from tom. but when you get 2 girls no matter the age in as store with bright lights and fun things they like you watch a whole think appear. i grabbed a basket. delphini grabbed a basket. i threw in shit she threw in shit. "look bombs baths" bath bombs del" i looked at her. "with a prize" "my pockets are hurting" mattheo spoke "mine to" draco patted his shoulder. i was grabbing everything that looked nice that looked good. and in the end me and delphini both eneded up handing the boys our baskets. "holy shit this is heavy"  draco spoke. "really?" "no" he started laughing. but what they didnt expect was for me to pull out a second one. "then you wouldnt mind holding this either" i smiled at them. while they went and paid i wondered off. "where are you going" "where ever the wind takes me" i spoke looking at other things. i knew it was tom, he also got stuck with delphini. i just kept walking away looking at other things. as soon as i grab something i would be told to put it down. "but this one is really good for your skin" "which one" he stood next to me grabbing 2. "i found your problem" tom spoke to them throwing the items on the counter and paying for them. the threw one in my bag and kept the other. i am shocked, because what the fuck. the second i tried to give him money is the second he pushed my hand away. "no you can take it" "put it back where it came from" "the bank?" "your fucking pocket" he looked at me. it kind of scared me a little which only caused me to slowly migrate towards theo and mattheo. "he yelled at me" they started snickering. the car ride was even more cramped due to the shopping. it was the same arrangement since mattheo wouldnt let his brother get more then 5 feet from me if he wasnt there. but the difference is tom sat in the middle so delphini could take a nap. i reached my legs out hitting his on accident. "Sorry" i spoke scooting back more. "cops" draco spoke and all of a sudden tom and draco swapped seats. "put blankets over them" blasie spoke. and delphini got stuck with me and enzo while we had blankets thrown over us and put on the boys laps. i could feel mattheo rub the back of my neck as i laid in his lap. tom looked back to see me and enzo heads on the mattheo and theos laps. "im never letting any of you drive again" tom looked at us. "your supposed to make it look like a blanket not a blow job" tom spoke once more. me and enzo both moved our heads lower. "you were speeding" "was not" "tom" "license" i could hear a bunch of comotion. "you look young to drive." "i get that a lot. to bad im old" "just have a good night and get these kids home safe" when all was said and done i put delphini back in the seat only for draco to take my seat on the floor. i dont remember much besides falling asleep on mattheos shoulder. i woke up as soon as we got back to my house and carried my bags inside. i watched tom start talking to my mother and his and they turned to look at me. i can see them looking at me through my peripheral. i set everything down and put it away. "im leaving soon but as soon as i get there im playing the sick card and coming here." mattheo looked at me kissing my cheek. "woah" we both looked down to see delphini. "aw fuck" "im telling mommy" "i will bribe you. what do you want." "i want makeup" "how about this, me you and y/n can all go get makeup together tomorrow" "deal, and i wont tell that you said fuck and that you kissed toms fiance" "what are you talking about" we both looked at del. "you dont think they would" mattheo looked at me. "i dont know i dont go to them" mattheo took delphini and left the room pissed off. im going to fucking kill myself if hes mad at me.  but i waited and waited. so i decided to run a hot shower. and before i could even get in matthe came through the window. "bad time?" "come on" i watched his eyes light up and smile. we both walked into the bathroom and i was the first in. "its not hot enough" all i heard was mattheo hiss in pain. "what happened" "your trying to give me 3rd degree burns" he whisper yelled at me. i turned it down a little more. i leaned my head back to get my hair wet only for mattheo to grab me and pull me in. "about time" he looked at me. "wash yourself dont focus on me" i looked at him. that didnt work, he was awake and i did not mean mattheo. "im going to kill you" "just ignore it" he did help me wash my hair and i appreciate that. it was better for him when i wash his. "you have to let it sit" i looked at him. yeah that didnt last long because he washed it out and started kissing me. i knew he wasnt trying to be to hansy based on his grip and where he kept moving his hands to. i knew where he wanted them. i heard knocking at my door. "shower" it never stopped. i put my towel on and shut the bathroom door. "your going to make me get soap in my eye what do you want" i looked up to see tom and here i am in just a towel. "bad time?" "yeah. that doesnt mean come in tom" i watched him lay on my bed. "delphini told you?" "told me what" "your father wants you to marry me, meaning we are to be engaged until your 17 in which we get married and so on and so forth" "and if i decline?" "who knows. death? torture? no one knows" i could see him smirking at me. "you could have just told me some other time tom. for christ sakes when im at least dressed" "well we could you know since your my fiance" "get the fuck out of my room" i gave him the eyes of a million dead men. "those eyes wont work on me like they do other people" "what eyes" "those right there. no matter how big or how evil they look, they wont work" "tom. you dont like me. we can leave it at that." "im not happy about this but im not mad" "well i am. now please leave" i watched him raise his hands up and walk out the door. in turn i locked it and went back to continue my shower. "your brother tried to fuck me" "i heard" mattheo wasnt happy about it either. but upon seeing me naked it he perked back up. i rinsed out my hair. "i wash you, you wash me." "theres a certain way you have to do it. and to be frank i dont know if your ready for that matty" was i trying to get a rise out of him yes. did it work no. "which on first" "this on the inner thigh. do not go inside or anywhere else" he did as told shockingly. i rinsed it off as soon as he finished. "now use this everywhere else but there" he was having a field day and i just sat there looking at him. he was happy in 2 ways. and when it came to me it got a little more invasive. "hand me that rag" and once he did i basically wiped his ass with it. "what the fuck" he looked at me. "i dont listen to dudes with a unwashed ass" i looked at him. he liked it because i actually cleaned his body using my nails and rags to get into his skin. almost like a back scratch. and i got everywhere. legs feet thighs arms armpits neck. chest sides.hands. and then it came down to the thing i was hoping he would wash himself. no it was my job to. "if it hurts it hurts. cant say i know what im doing" he ended up grabbing my hand with the rag and making us both do it. "gotta lift. and get under. then do that and this" he spoke trying to teach me how to clean his junk. "you missed like 6 spots" i spoke doing it my own way. i did end up having to get on my knees to actually see how the fuck to do it. "mattheo there is so much fucking hair i cant fucking see" "i shave" "you missed the whole underside" "got a razor" i grabbed my razor and started doing it. "no no just give it to me" "mattheo i do this to myself all the time. how much different could....your bleeding" "thats what i was afraid of" he sighed. "sorry" "your fine let me see it" i looked away out of embarrassment. it didnt end up taking him that long. and then i was extra careful. "y/n its not a fucking alcohol mixer" i was rubbing it like it was thats my fault. "i have to clean it" "not that hard you dont" "i told you i dont know what im doing" he grabbed my hand and went more gently. "it doesnt take much i promise" he smiled at me. "im going to kill myself" he let out a small laugh washing off his body. we both got out and i pulled out lotion. i rubbed in on him first and then myself. hot showers dry out skin so its always handy to have some. before i knew it i was on top of my bathroom counter and mattheo was right in front of me. "your so pretty" he looked at me. i could see his eyes scan me up and down. yeah that didnt last long before he started kissing me. he was ramping it up more and more. he kept scooting me towards him mid kiss. all i could do is wrap my legs and arms around him only return him to actually wrap his around me and not just hold my hips. "we have to get dressed" i broke it to look at him. we both did and then he tackled me to the bed pushing his hands up my shirt kissing me more. "mattheo, whats gotten into you" i laughed. "keep your voice down" he whispered. he wanted to make it happen and i didnt mind. i even rolled up both over so i was on top. i could feel his hands go down to stay on my thighs. i did place one kiss on his jaw which only made it worse for me. because he rolled me over trying to get to my neck only for us to both fall off the bed. and with us falling came a thud. followed by foot steps. i watched mattheo look at the door and hide under the bed with a bunch of my stuff trying his best to hide. i heard knocks. "what the hell" draco looked at me and behind him was my mother. "i was sleeping and rolled off the bed" "are you hurt" "my arm hurts. and so does the side of my head" i spoke holding my head. "go back to sleep y/n and stop moving" draco spoke my mother hugged me and left. i shut the door and locked it. "we are staying at my house. im tired of this small ass bed" it was a twin, whiles his was a king sized bed. "okay" i looked at him. all he did was pull me into the bed and hug me like a teddy bear. i turned to my side cause that was the only way we were fitting on this tiny ass bed.