Reckless Symphony (Book 1) || A Rafe Cameron Fan Fiction

Chaptet 37

They drove off the ferry and through Figure 8 to the house they were squatting in, when Rafe didn't get out of the car.

"What?" She looked at him and he just stared off into space.

"I need you to do something for me," He wouldn't look at her.

"Hm?" He was making her nervous.

"I want you out of Tannyhill, you can't be there," He sighed.

"That's why I'm with yo-" She started but he cut her off.

"No, I want you out, you can't be there with him, I don't trust him," He looked at her, and her heart broke seeing the fear in his eyes.

"We'll figure it out, I promise," She sighed, "I don't want him to know I know."

"I don't want him to kill you too," He sighed, and her heart broke.

"I'd kill him before he'd even lay a hand on me, Rafe," She smiled and kissed him.

He got out of the car and opened the door for her and she hopped out, taking his hand.

"We should act like we're married while we're here together, I feel like it'd be fun," She laughed.

"I'm not gonna drive my truck in a circle for ten minutes so you can act like I picked the kids up from school," He laughed, causing her to laugh.

"Oh you're so boring," She opened the front door and they both walked in.

"One day, far away from here, it'll be like that," He leaned down and kissed her.

She smiled and kissed him back, the two making out in the hallway for a minute.

"I need to tell you something," Raven broke the kiss and looked into his eyes.

"What's up?"

Raven tried not to show her nervousness, she wanted to tell him but all of a sudden it didn't feel like the right time.

"Shit, hold on," His phone was buzzing in his pocket and he answered it.

He walked away and she let out a loud huff going into the room they were staying in. He walked in a few minutes later and smiled at her.

"That was the Johnsons, they said we could crash here all summer," He smiled.

"Oh, cool," She nodded.

"Are you okay?" He sat next to her.

"Yeah, just," She sighed.

"Just what Doll? Talk to me," He kissed the side of her head, causing her to sigh again.

"John B. tried to get me to come back to the Chateau," She laid into him, his arms wrapping around her.

"Well-" Rafe quietly sighed and Raven looked up at him.

"You're not agreeing with him," She paused, sitting up, "Are you?"

"It would get you out of Tannyhill," His voice was quiet.

"Are you serious?" She raised an eyebrow, shocked and kind of mad.

"Like I said, it would get you away from Ward, you don't need to live in constant fear Raven," He rubbed the sides of his head and she got up.

"He's never fucking home, I wouldn't be around him," She stood with her arms crossed, staring at him in disbelief.

"Forget I fucking said anything," He rolled his eyes and she scoffed.

"Are you serious? We haven't- we haven't done this for weeks-" She was upset about them starting to fight.

"The hell do you want me to tell you? Not to go? I know you don't want to, I was just making a point Raven, I'm not forcing you to go live with your brother again," He glared at her.

"Maybe I fucking will," She huffed and he rolled his eyes.

"Fine, bye," He waved her off and she stormed out of the house.

Like they were in a production on TV, rain started pouring down when she walked outside, causing her to get even more mad. She walked down the dirt road to the chateau, she couldn't believe that she was going there but she didn't know where else to go.

"JOHN B," She yelled, her voice cracking, the house coming into vision.

"Raven?" He was sitting on the porch with JJ.

"JOH- JOHN B," She started to break down, and he ran out to her.

"What are you doing h- Raven what's wrong?" He helped her walk to the house as she cried, JJ just staring at her.

"Rafe and I fought about what you said earlier- he sided with you- and- and dad- he's fucking dead- Ward fucking killed dad," She broke down then.

She had finally admitted it out loud, she couldn't breathe, she couldn't hear anything because of how hard she was crying, and her ears clogged up.

"Raven you're having a panic attack listen to me," John B touched her shoulder and she shook him off.

"Don't touch me!" She yelled, sobbing.

She hated that she ran to him, but she needed to. She wanted her brother so badly but she knew he didn't care anymore. She had left, she had never expected to be back.

"I'm trying to fucking help you Raven," He got mad at her, and JJ placed his hand on his shoulder.

"Getting mad at her is only going to make it worse bro," He spoke.

JJ and Raven used to get along until she left, then he got as mad as John B did, mad she left them.

"Raven listen, can you hear me," JJ knelt in front of her and placed one of his hands on her knee.

She just shook her head yes, she couldn't even speak anymore, she felt like her world was collapsing around her.

"Focus on the rain, listen to the rain," He sighed, as he looked at the ginger girl.

He stood back up and stood next to John B, not taking his eyes off her.

"What happened," John B finally spoke up.

"I already told you," She sniffed, taking a really deep breath, still crying.

"You got mad because Rafe told you it was a good idea to come here, and in response, you got mad... and came here..." John B said out loud.

"Im aware how fucking stupid I sound, alright John B, you don't need to bring more light to it," She snapped at him and he just rolled his eyes.

"It's more, I'm trying to figure out why Rafe of all damn people would side with me, his father killed Dad," John B sat on the couch across from Raven.

"Rafe isn't his father," Raven defended him, no matter if she was mad at him right now, she loved him, and she would defend his name.

"John B, he cares about her, shockingly, Rafe actually has a fucking heart," JJ pulled a blunt out, lighting it, "I saw the two of you at the bar that one night, it was the first time I had ever seen the bitch smile."

"Thank you, JJ," She muttered under her breath, and he nodded.

"I'm just pointing out the obvious, he wants the safest option for you," He held the blunt out to her and she shook her head no.

"Then why didn't you want to listen to him?" John B looked at his sister, trying to analyze her.

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Hello everyone!!! I hope you enjoyed this chapter <333 A twist I really think no one expected not even me but i don't know I wanted to spice it up some more

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