Eternity

Eighteen

"When you said" looking over as moans escape me, John is on his knees holding my legs apart while we are in this skills lab or someplace. I don't know at this point. My scrub pants are on the floor along with my panties, John's mouth is over my pussy sucking and licking "they do it everywhere" Meredith and Jackson are in here "you mean everywhere"

"Heyyyy" arching my back as I cum, John laps it up like he hasn't drunk anything in days. Taking deep breaths "What's up? Pants down"

Jackson and Meredith go behind us, Meredith is working on something as Jackson watched. John thrusts himself into me "Oh!" John groans as I let out a moan. John pulls me so he's sitting on a stool with me on top, my hands are on his shoulders thrusting myself up and down "what...what's that?" Pointing to the procedure as John pulls my scrub top up, pulls down my lace bra to take one of my breasts into his mouth as his hand kneads the other.

"Hey" Cristina and Alex come into the room to eat their lunches here. Moving John's mouth from my breast so I can press my lips to his.

"This is like live porn" Jackson says

The pressure building in me, I release when I know John was at his peak. Light sweat covers our bodies as we come down from our high, looking over towards the others "What?" I ask

"RJ" Cristina asks "if you had to give up doing the thing you love most in the world and the person you live, which would you choose?"

"Why would I want to give up sex?" I ask having Meredith snort.

"I meant surgery!" She exclaimed "Who thinks sex is everything?" John and I look at her and she waves her hand "Well you both are freaky. How about this? Surgery or love? Which would you choose?"

"Can't I have both?" I ask

"That's what I asked" Jackson takes a bite of his lunch

She shakes her head no "Have to choose"

"Love" I answer "you can get many love's in your life but when you find the person who knows you" looking down to John "the person who will fight for you, someone whose love consumes you whole, who is your best friend you won't give any of that up. Only a fool walks away from that" giving him a quick kiss "we got to get dressed" removing myself from my husband, I put on my panties then scrub pants going over towards Meredith while John puts on his pants and grabs his leather jacket.

"I'll see you at home" he turns my face to capture my lips, leaning into him as our tongues briefly dance with one another.

"I love you" telling him

"I love you too" he leaves the room putting on his jacket, everyone looks at me.

"What?" I ask

"I'm surprised" Alex says as I lean on the table looking at the whipple procedure to see that she's working on the complicated part "you and he only have three kids"

"Why are you working on a fifth year procedure?" I ask

"Because of her daddy issues" Cristina says

"Bailey was going to work on the whipple" Jackson explains "but the Chief takes over"

"Is he alright to do that?" I ask

She nods her head "Yes, why? What did Derek say?"

"What do you mean what Derek said?" I ask, I know a drunk when I see one. Plus what happened with his one coly patient. I talked to him, he told me that he's stepping back from surgery and promised not to touch a patient till he is better but to do this? Go back into surgery when he's still drinking? "Meredith do you know?"