*please don't read if you're sensitive to these types of things.*
You couldn't take it anymore. It was all too much, being in the Glade with no way out, being the only girl, feeling as if you couldn't do much here. You slid the razor over your wrist. It didn't feel like pain any longer. Now, it just felt like something that helped release the pain you felt. Your blood dripped onto your hands.
"Jennifer?" His voice sounded very shocked and worried. You didn't have the guts to turn around to look at him.
"Jennifer! oh my god." He came around and took the razor from your hand. Blood was all over his own hand now.
"Why?" He asked, but you couldn't answer him. Tears rushed down his cheeks.
"No." You muttered. You reached to wipe his tears.
"Please don't cry." You whimpered.
"Why? Why do this to yourself?" He held your wrists in his hands. He looked down at them then straight into your eyes. He kissed your wrists softly. You closed your eyes and felt the tears rushing down your cheeks.
"Please don't do this to yourself. Please promise me you won't ever do this again. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here. Please come to me. I don't ever want to lose you. I love you so much. If I ever lose you I will hate myself. I should be there for you when you need help. I should've been there for you before you started all this. I'm so sorry." He cried.
"I'm so sorry." You said.
"I love you so much, Newt. I'm so sorry. It's hard to stop now that I've started."
"I'll help you. Please just promise me you'll try."
You bit your lip, you had to do this for him. "I promise I will try."
"And I promise I'll be there to help you." He responded.
"I love you so much." He whispered before kissing you softly.
**
Hello, I want to thank you all for the support. It means so much to me. I also wanted to say that if you ever feel sad or depressed please don't go to blades right away. Look for someone to help you, I am willing to do that. I may not be the best at giving advice, but I promise I'm a very good listener. I wouldn't ever want anything to happen to any of you. I love you guys so much even if I don't know you personally. Don't ever hurt yourself, you are all beautiful/handsome and amazing <3 please stay strong because that's what you are: strong.
To contact me:
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The Maze Runner Imagines
Hayran KurguI've always loved writing, but I've always been horrible at making an entire story. Short imagines are definitely a great way of sharing my writing, and so that's why I do them! I absolutely love The Maze Runner trilogy. I hope you enjoy my imagine...
