Namjoon - The boy with the dragon eyes - KNJ - RM Kim Namjoon

Chapter 46 Early Morning part 2

Namjoon didn't sleep well, he was up early morning and started to make some eggs for breakfast. What a crazy night he thought...He looked at his phone...

"Was it really her in the elevator" he thought..he still got her number in his phone. "What if he called her right now...and say what Namjoon"? He mumbled to himself "Ohhh hi were you at J-Hope's party last night? Was that you in the elevator? Was that you in front of the Karaoke bar? ....Don't be ridiculous" he said to himself.

"Good morning" all of a sudden he heard Sieun's voice

Sieun slowly walked into the kitchen "are you always up so early?"

Namjoon looked up "depends" he said "When I have a stranger crashing my house...than" ugh he kinda bit his lip...

"Stranger?" Sieun asked...

"Shit" he taught "He knew she was gonna say something as soon as he said it" But technically she was a stranger to him now. They might have been in the same class together, but he didn't really know her now.

"Sorry" he said with a soft voice "I didn't mean..."

Sieun held up her hand and shook her head "Look it's ok!. I've been told my whole life that I was going to be your wife..so I followed everything about you..it feels like I know you" she said. "Of course it's not the same for you.."

"Look, I'm sorry that.." Namjoon tried to apologise but he  couldn't finish his sentence. Sieun was now standing close to him and the stove where he was frying eggs. She slowly touched his torso "Perhaps we should get to know each other?" He could feel her breathing in his neck.

"Uhhhh" he didn't really know what to say and tried to move away from her...

"Hey, I get it"...she continued and let go of his torso.."You probably have other girls, you spend your nights with....I'm also like..".

"Like what"? Namjoon asked

"Never mind Namjoon, it's none of your concern of what or who I like". Namjoon sensed a sadness in her voice, and she continued "Look, we owe it to our parents to make them happy right.?..they have made this promise about us so long ago, and they have been waiting for this moment all their lives"

"Hold on" Namjoon said  "You think I have other girls in my apartment at night? Do you see other people or are you in love with someone?"

"Namjoon, Namjoon, Namjoon" she shook her head "Always the boy with a lot of questions. "Seriously, it is no use for you to ask me this now...like I said before...none of this matters, our paths have been chosen for us, we will get married soon". Now she was standing really close to him "You do know that they will announce our engagement soon to the public, right? Perhaps you should try to give me a kiss?, we might as well ..don't you think? she said and pursed her lips together.

Namjoon looked her deep in the eyes, again he sensed a certain sadness. He felt pity for her. Here she was preparing for this her whole life....because she was told her whole life that he was going to be the one to take care of her as her husband. In the meantime he was just busy making music, and didn't really think of her during the process at all.

He looked at her again, she had her eyes closed now and was still waiting for that kiss. "Gosh Sieun was really beautiful".. he thought, and she was about ready to kiss him....Of course she was, she was ready to be his future wife, which again was not really fair to her. Perhaps he  should kiss her back? He didn't really want to embarrass her by not kissing her. Namjoon leaned in, but wasn't really sure what he was doing...

At that moment his phone rang...sorry he said to Sieun..I got to take this..it's Bang PD

"Oh by all means, boss is calling" Sieun said with a smile and moved away from him to give him some space.

"Yeah good morning"

"Yeah, still here" he looked at Sieun and smiled..and she smiled back

"Ok, got it...I will send her down"

Namjoon hang up the phone and turned to Sieun. "Hey look, Bang PD said you have to go to the lobby, someone will pick you up and will help you get back home:

"Mmmmm" Sieun said angrily "of course"

"Look, I'm sorry" Namjoon continued "But Bang PD said it's best no one sees you yet with me, as we have not officially announced our engagement.. so I also can't take you downstairs, you will have to go on your own, but the concierge will help you and some one will come here to take you back home. I'm really really sorry"

"Ohhh, so  I get send home, just like that"? Sieun said "I get it, Mr. famous hot shot...guess not so Joonie Loonie anymore...you must be really happy"

"Sieun, look, I know and I'm sorry and...."

"It's fine, where is your shower? At least let me do that...and I will be on my way "