Namjoon - The boy with the dragon eyes - KNJ - RM Kim Namjoon

Chapter 50 At home part 2

It was getting really cold outside and Namjoon just got into his recording studio. He felt most at home in this little room. He just had a session of CrossFit , it was what he needed to get his mind of Sieun. 

He turned on the heater, but he was still wearing his thick North Face jacket inside. "It will take a while for it all to heat up" he thought

He texted Sieun earlier, because he wanted  to check if she was safely on the train, but she didn't reply yet. Perhaps she was still a bit angry. He couldn't really blame her. All of this was not fair to her. She grew up thinking to be his wife.  In the meantime, he had been so busy and he kinda forgot about the agreement he made with his parents when he was so young. 

"That all should never had happened" he said to himself. He never thought of it as something real. He just wanted to get his parent's of his back and become a celebrity...and the ultimatum was that he could do all that if he agreed to marry Sieun.

"Fuck the agreement" Namjoon thought

Perhaps talking to his fans would take his mind of things and he turned on his camera for a live session. Every time he went on a live, he somehow hoped that the girl from Vegas would see him and would leave him a comment, so that he knew that she was watching. 

But there were always too many comments and he never could catch on to it if anything came from her.

But now this whole thing with Sieun was becoming real, and he should not even think about the girl anymore..He should start thinking about how to become a great husband to Sieun. "Why oh why..did he agree to all of it" he thought again.

Namjoon looked on his screen and tried to reply the comments from his fans. Some of them were really sweet. He did his best to answer the questions that some fans had.

Just one thing that Namjoon didn't know, was that Sieun would always be watching his Lives. She wanted to understand his life and his  lives sessions made her feel like she was a part of it. This time, she was watching it from a home that belonged to a stranger, which was a little weird.

She looked carefully at her screen. She started laughing. Does he even know that I left a love bite in his neck, Sieun thought? She looked at the comments. No one seemed to catch on to it.

"Time to stir the pot a bit" she thought, and she commented on Namjoon's live. He would never know that it was her anyways, because she didn't use her real name".

Namjoon kept looking at the comments "C'mon people" he thought...ask me something interesting".

All of a sudden a comment popped up: "Is that a hicky in your neck?"

"Huh, what ?...Namjoon thought..

"Nah, it's a bruise from CrossFit " he said quickly...

After that he couldn't really concentrate anymore and he ended his live.

Namjoon quickly went to the bathroom and looked in the mirror. "Oh my god, he thought..

Sieun left me a mark...ugh that girl, really knows how to bring things upside down".

"Shit, he looked at it. again. How did he totally missed what she was doing with his neck...ugh hopefully that CrossFit was a good safe he thought by himself" This was going to be another PR damage control, as Bang PD would call it.

Namjoon sighed deeply, he couldn't really think straight anymore. Then he thought: Maybe it was just best if he went home and make himself a grilled cheese sandwich.