Supernatural Imagines

Gone or Staying? (Winchesters x Reader)

Summary: Based on the song Gone or Staying by Sleep Theory. Y/N is fed up with the Winchesters using her.

I know I shouldn't call you, but it's raining

They are on Y/N's door step. The rain is pouring hard. Y/N came to the door. "Hey, Y/N," Dean flashed her a smile. "Can we come in?" He asked. Y/N stepped aside as she let them in.

Y/N was having thoughts about the Winchester brothers. How often they come over and use her for a hideout. How she was always paying the consequences for their actions.

And you keep saying that you're all alone,
But I ain't with these games you keep on playing,
You gone or staying?
Make up your mind and let me go

"We really appreciate the hospitality." Sam says when Y/N got them some towels, blankets, and hot cocoa. The brothers sat down on her couch while Y/N sat across from them. They all drank their hot cocoas.

Y/N nodded as she stayed in thought. "It's really pouring outside, isn't it?" She says to fill in the silence. The brothers looked at one another.

"Everything alright?" Dean asked Y/N. Y/N just shrugged.

"I mean in the morning you both will be gone again so what's the difference." She sighed.

"What are you talking about?" Dean asked confused.

"You both come here unannounced just to crash here and then you leave the next day without an explanation." She says. She shook her head. "I don't even get to know how you both are doing. I cant talk to you both like you're normal." She scoffed.

"Hey, look, I'm sorry we haven't kept in touch as much as you'd like us to be. We've been busy hunting. You know how it gets." Dean says. "Things get messy and sometimes we don't wanna drag the negativity to your place. Yes, we do crash here... a lot. But that's not the point. We... miss seeing your face, kid." He told her. Y/N took a deep breath.

"I can't keep being used like this. Random people keep showing up here. I've had to fight a few demons because they wanted to get to you both." She says, seeing their expressions change. "I bet no one told you that, huh." She shook her head.

You hide it well, but I can tell by the look in your eyes,
You are falling to pieces,
And with a glance, you made me dance with your greatest disguise,
And it's leaving me sleepless

"Look, we're sorry, Y/N-" Sam started to say.

"Are you?" Y/N asked Sam. "Because most of my friends and boyfriend are dead. I love you both, I do, but this has got to stop." She told them.

"Y/N-" Dean said.

"Finish your hot cocoas and get the hell out of my house." She says, her tone turning more emotional.

"We don't wanna leave. We care too damn much about you." Dean says, raising his voice.

"If you cared so much about me, you wouldn't have put me in danger!" Y/N snapped. Dean clenched his jaw. Sam stared at Y/N in shock.

Sam reached over and took Y/N's hand in his. "Come and be on the road with us." He then offered. Dean sent Sam a death glare. "It wouldn't put you in danger here and you'd have me or Dean to protect you." He says. Y/N sniffles.

"You're sure about this?" She asked them both. Sam and Dean exchanged a look of agreement.

"Yes... we don't wanna regret not giving you this option." Sam says. Dean took Y/N's other hand in his.

Back and forth you push and pull me,
As I get lost in what we should be

"I can't have a girl I love be killed because I put her in danger..." Dean admits. "Sam and I wouldn't want that." He added.

Y/N saw how both brothers didn't even blink. "You... you both love me?" She says, breath caught in her throat.

Sam nodded. "Dean, um, has agreed to sharing you if you... you like us or one of us back." He says.

"Are you kidding? You both... oh my." She blushed as she looked at the floor shyly. Dean chuckles at her sudden shyness.

"We leave tomorrow, Princess." Dean told her. "Let's get you packed." He stood up and went to find a duffel bag. He went to her room and Y/N got up to join him.