Supernatural Imagines

Anxiety (Sam x Reader)

Summary: Sam and Y/N are getting married. Y/N stands Sam up due to her crippling anxiety.

"Y/N, wake up. We best get you ready you beautiful bride-" Her best friend, Madelyn, says. She gasped, seeing her not in bed. They had been out partying last night for her bachelorette.

"Y/N? Where are you!" She searched around frantically for her friend. Only to find her smoking on the balcony. Y/N put the nasty cigarette to her mouth. She did this only when she had anxiety. Madelyn sighed in relief. She joined Y/N outside.

"You need to stop smoking those damn things." Madelyn says. "Does Sam know about these-"

"He knows I have anxiety. I just haven't-"

"He told you to break this, didn't he?" Madelyn asked and Y/N went silent. "Dammit, Y/N!" She scolded her.

"I'm nervous on my wedding day. Fuck off!" She snapped. Madelyn frowned, fighting back tears.

"We have planned this day for you and you're going to follow the schedule." She snapped. "We have to get our makeup and hair done before noon then get you fitted into your dress by one." She told her.

Y/N glanced at her. She felt like she was going to throw up. "You better take a shower to get the stench off you." She told Y/N before going back inside. Y/N took a big breath and put out her cigarette with her foot. She made sure it was out before heading back inside the hotel room.

She hopped in the shower to smell nice and fresh for Sam.

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Soon the bridesmaids and Y/N were all dressed up and ready to go. Y/N looked stunning in her dress. She felt the anxiety reach her again even more when they arrived at the church. "Oh, God!" She gasped out of fear and panic.

"What?" Madelyn asked her worried.

"I can't do this! He's not gonna like me forever! This is crazy!" She says, on the verge of tears.

"Y/N, just listen to me-"

"No! You make it worse!" She sniffles as she ran off. Madelyn stared after Y/N. She saw the other bridesmaids give her a glare.

"You always have to push her, Mads." One girl, Hailey, says.

"This is not my fault." Madelyn huffed and took off after Y/N. That was... until she lost her. "Dammit! Why are you so stupid, Y/N." She mumbled. She headed back to the church, disappointed. She didn't want to break the news to Sam.

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Meanwhile, Sam stood at the alter with his favorite friends and his brother, Dean. They all had a fun night out going to strip clubs and getting wasted. Sam felt his palms sweaty. He took a deep breath as he stared at the closed doors. Any minute now she'll be here for me." He kept telling himself. The other bridesmaids were lined up as the two families stared at them. Waiting for the bride. Waiting for Y/N.

The moments were lagging and one bridesmaid after another went to talk to Madelyn or get in contact with Y/N. They had no luck. Madelyn pulled Sam aside to break the news to him. Sam's smile faded away. "She what? Is she okay?" He asked them, seeing them unresponsive. "Great, thanks!" He says sarcastically before going to find her.

I think I know the perfect place, He told himself with a smile.

He pulled up to a little creek and parked the car. He walked out to the gazebo. There he found Y/N. She was looking down at a family of ducks. She had this frown on her face that ached Sam's heart.

"Y/N?" He asked gently, seeing her flinch.

"You scared me." She chuckles and turned around.

"Woah..." Sam says, taking in her appearance. "You look beautiful." He told her.

"Really?" Y/N asked, holding her breath. Sam nodded.

"Do you wanna talk about why you left?" He asked gently.

"I couldn't do it. All those eyes staring at me. I don't think I'm going to be the perfect wife and it scares me that you think I will... I just feel this weight on my shoulders." She sighed. Sam slowly came over and hugged her.

He kissed the top of her head. "It's okay, baby. I'm glad you told me. We could always have it where it's just our families experiencing us exchange wedding vows." He offered.

"Okay." She says after a few sniffles.

"And I think you'll be the best wife ever." He promised, kissing her nose. He stared lovingly into her eyes as Y/N returned the look.