A/N: Sorry guys this one is short.
Summary: Sam and Y/N are fuck buddies shortly after Jessica passes away.
Sam and Y/N finished up their routine. Y/N laid down next to Sam. She drew circles on his chest as he cuddled her close.
"Sam, are we always going to be like this?" She asked him.
"Like what?" He asked her.
"I'd like to be more than fuck buddies, Sam. Maybe we could take it a step further... become an item?" She suggested. Sam looked at her.
"Y/N, we agreed-"
"I know, Sam. I just can't take it anymore. It's been almost two years since Jessica passed and we've been doing this for so long. I want to see you happy. And why can't that be with someone like me?" She asked him.
"Because you're... you're an innocent and sweet little girl. I don't wanna ruin anything between us." He told her. "I hunt things with my brother that you don't wanna know about. I don't want you caught up in this web of nonsense." He explained.
Y/N frowned. "Why can't you just be honest with me then? And I'm not a little girl. I can handle it." She told him.
Sam took a breath and started to explain the hunting life and how everyday wasn't as it seemed to be. He told her not even Jessica knew of his abnormal life. Y/N was in shock least to say.
"You probably think I'm crazy." Sam chuckles nervously.
"Not too crazy but some things do make sense. It must be lonely just being you and your brother." She says.
"Not all the time." Sam reassured her. "I just wanted to be honest with you. This job requires a lot of storytelling and pretending to be someone you're not. So much lying that you can't comprehend what is real or not." He says. "I hate lying to people but if it's to protect someone I love I'd rather do that. I wanted to protect Jess and to protect you. Being curious isn't always good." Sam told her. He got up just then to get dressed. Y/N watched him.
"Where are you going?" She asked him.
"Back to my brother. Call me if you need anything." He told her. He kissed her one last time and got his things. He soon left after that. Y/N stared at his contact card he left on the dresser.
She took a deep breath and sighed.
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Supernatural Imagines
Fanfic-Photo for cover is not mine.- A bunch of scenarios where you're either with Castiel, Dean, Sam, Jensen Ackles, Jared Padalecki, sometimes mystery guests. All imagines range from fluff or smut. Will have warning. ! Requests are open !
