Butterfly (Bucky x Reader)

Losing control

After your date with Bucky he made you promise to make time for him tomorrow as well. You were practically on your own high as you went back in for supper. After supper you went and took a bubble bath while listening to some music and reading again. When you got out you put on an old black t-shirt that was soft to the touch, and a pair of shorts before going to your kitchenette and grabbing a slice of cheesecake and an iced tea. You went back to your couch and turned on the TV to watch a documentary on space. You looked over to the open window and you could practically feel Bucky's eyes on you. You took a bite of your cheesecake and sent him a picture of it. A quick response came back.

Bucky: Is it still good today?
You: Yes, you should come have a slice.
Bucky: Is that an invitation?
You: How about you put down the telescope and come over to find out ;)

You set your phone down again and went to cut a generous slice and grab another iced tea. You made sure the door was unlocked and sat back down again, waiting patiently. It was only a few more minutes you were waiting when there was a knock on your apartment door and you smiled to yourself.
"Come in" you sang.
"Hey doll" Bucky came in and took off his shoes. He saw you already had his plate ready and he came and sat down beside you. He gave you a quick kiss on the cheek and grinned in spite of himself.
"Eat" you gestured to the cheese cake, digging in once again to your sweet treat. You hit play on the remote and the documentary started.
"I pointed the telescope at the sky" he said after his first bite and he hummed happily.
"Thank you," you smiled.
"Stevie says it's a bit stalkerish" he said looking at you for confirmation, a little worriedly.
"I don't mind as long as no one else is looking through the viewfinder" you finally decided. "It's not like you are watching my every move" you shrugged.
"Only as much as I can" he chuckled. "I have a question for ya" he finished his cheesecake and turned in his seat to look at you. You paused the show and turned to face him expectantly.
"Shoot" you said, wondering what kind of question he had for you.
"I did my research on werewolves a bit last night, but I can't tell what's a myth and what isn't" he frowned.
"That's where I did a lot of research too," you admitted. "Not all of it corresponds to what Fury gave me on the data files."
"Do you change into a half human, half wolf hybrid?" he asked.
"I don't know if I can. I've never tried" you shrugged. "I've never needed to. I probably should have tried on that mission with Nick, but he said I was safe" you explained.
"Okay. Do you have litters?" he continued with his questions.
"I don't know. I do go into heat a few times a year though" you offered.
"What's that like?" he asked, and your face felt like it was on fire. "I'm just curious," he said quickly.
"It's painful," you said softly. "Your body feels like it's on fire, and all you want is sex. And when you do have sex, it's just a temporary fix. You just want more of it to keep the pain and need away. I had a boyfriend for one of my heats, and he freaked out and called me a nymphomaniac and broke up with me. I have just been dealing with them on my own since. An ice bath helps with the feeling like your burning up. But it's just a matter of locking yourself in your bedroom and waiting it out. It lasts about a week" you explained.
"I don't know what kinda fella you were dating, but I wouldn't do something that shameless to you" he vowed, looking angry when you said it. "When you go through your heat, if you're comfortable, I'll be right here with you," he said with conviction. "Even if it's just to make you an ice bath," he added with a flush on his cheeks.
"I might try to jump you. It's better to stay away" you shook your head, feeling embarrassed.
"If we are going steady on your next heat, and we've been intimate before... I don't see a reason I don't stay with you and help you through it" he said, thinking it through.
"I don't want to chance scaring someone else away" you flushed. "You've grown important to me, I can't risk it" you shook your head.
"Let me be the man that takes care of you" he leaned in and kissed you softly on the lips. You felt full of anxiety and a single tear fell down your cheek. Bucky caught it with his right thumb and wiped it away. "Trust me. I want this" he said, his voice a little huskier. "I want all of you, the werewolf too" he whispered.
"We will see" you finally consented. He kissed you softly again and sat back, but pulled you more to sit across his lap.

"Now tell me about the voice I heard that said mate when I kissed you" he said softly, and you sat still in shock.
"You heard that too?" you asked in confusion.
"Yeah, did you?" he asked.
"Yes, but I don't know what it means" you shook your head. "I thought my wolf was finally speaking to me" you whispered.
"Has she spoken since?" he asked.
"No, she just howls and growls at me" you huffed.
"Can I see her?" he asked timidly.
"Are you sure you're ready for that?" you asked in surprise.
"Yes," he nodded. "Let me see her," he added.
"Don't peek," you warned him, getting up. You went into your bedroom and left the door open a few inches while Melody took your place on Bucky's lap. You checked to make sure he wasn't looking before you got fully undressed and you switched your form. You wolf let out a happy bark as soon as she was free. You nosed the door open with your nose and came out and stood unsurely by the bedroom door. Bucky looked at you in awe and he reached out a hand. Your wolf let out another bark and you walked forward until you were right in front of him. He started petting you behind the ears and then made his way down your back. It gave you shivers. It felt so good.
"You're beautiful" he cooed, and she yipped and you felt her take over by launching herself up onto the couch beside him. He wrapped his arm around you easily and she licked his face.
"Mate" you heard in your head again. Melody moved to the side and she slid right onto his lap and he continued running his fingers through your fur. You felt her starting to get a little too into it, and you took control again and hopped off his lap and went back into the bedroom. You changed back with her barking at you in disappointment and you put your clothes back on hurriedly. You walked back out and Bucky was watching the door in anticipation.
"You look just as beautiful as your wolf," he grinned. "Damn, I'm one lucky guy," he said and held out both of his hands. You walked to him and took his hands, and he pulled you down to sit on his lap again. He quickly claimed your lips in a warm kiss. You settled on his lap and faced him, and you could feel his erection pressing up against you and your face went red. He pulled on your bottom lip with the tip of his teeth and you relaxed into his hold giving a soft moan. His tongue delved past your lips and he kissed you deeply, his hand going to your hips, pulling you in even tighter. You found yourself reveling in the friction and you moved against him on his lap, his erection hitting your clit just perfectly. He used one hand to continue to guide you to move your hips while his other hand went behind your head and into your hair, pulling you impossibly closer. He groaned into the kiss while you whimpered. His own hips started moving of their own accord, thrusting up to move in tandem with you and you cried out as you felt the heat wrapping up in your core. You started to feel closer and closer to your climax, and he continued to kiss you like a man starved. Just as your body was about to release, he started kissing down the side of your neck and he found the apex of where your neck met your shoulder and he bit down and you were done. You cried out as your orgasm ripped through you, and you heard him let out his own cry. You rested your head against his shoulder as you both panted, and rode out your highs.
"Good thing today was our third date" Bucky finally chuckled. "Can't say I've had a woman make me cum in my pants before" he added with another chuckle.
"I'm sorry" you flushed.
"No, that was amazing" he said, peppering kisses along the side of your neck. "I don't know what came over me, I needed to mark you. You might have a bit of a hickey on your neck and collarbone" he said, touching the sensitive skin. You hummed, your body was still dealing with the aftermath of a wonderful orgasm.
"Did you need to clean up?" you finally asked, not ready to move but you would if he asked you to.
"I'll clean up in a few minutes, I just need to hold you doll" he murmured, peppering kisses along the side of your neck.
Once your body was done, you slowly slipped off of his lap and he got up and went to the bathroom. You heard the water running for a moment, and he came out a few minutes later and sat down beside you again, wrapping an arm around your shoulders.
"So three dates?" you asked a little coyly.
"Reading together is a date," he said with a chuckle. "You put a spell on me, doll. That first night I met you, everything fell into place."
"I must be losing my mind, because it felt that way for me too" you whispered.
"We should probably talk about going steady," he said, taking your hand.
"I wasn't planning on dating anyone else" you broke out into a smile.
"Neither was I. So it's official" he leaned over and kissed your cheek. "I'm yours, and you are mine" he said, holding you close.
"We still need to do the kitty date" you felt warm at the thought that you were officially going steady with Bucky Barnes.
"I'll make it happen" he assured you.