The Billionaire's Assistant

Chapter 55- His Confession

I sat up as I watched him waiting for whatever he had to say, for the fact that he just fucked me didn't mean everything was okay.

Gosh, in between my legs were tingly and I felt like I'd rather be doing other things than talking and listening right now.

He sat up and my eyes couldn't help but go to his cock that was semi hard.

“ Cover that would you," I said as his eyes went to his cock before meeting mine as he had that stupid smirk on his face.

“ Why? Does it bother you?” He asked but my response was to throw a pillow at him.

He chuckled before covering himself with it then he suddenly became serious as he watched me.

“ I don't think I've seen a more stubborn woman than you," He said and as if to prove his point I rolled my eyes.

“ I've been trying to get to you, connect to you, but each time you keep pushing me away, before I can say a word you're already running or looking for a way to shut me up. I never knew the reason for your sudden hate towards me until the night you were drunk. I've been trying to get you to listen to me but you won't give me a chance. Believe me, if I knew that all I needed to do to make you listen to me was to fuck you, I would have done that a long time, fuck the shit out of you then make you listen to me,” He said and I adjusted myself. His eyes followed my movement, as he cleared his throat trying to maintain the serious look.

“ I know I have no excuse for what you heard,"

“ Of course you…"

“ Can you let me speak or do you need my cock in your mouth this time to keep you quiet?" He asked and I immediately shut up, it wasn't a bad idea, I was tempted to speak so I'd see if he'll follow through with his threat, but something told me to keep quiet and I did just that.

“ Back then when we were still fooling around, I started having feelings I didn't understand. I found myself staring at you, missing you, wanting to know who you're with, if you're safe and doing alright. I found myself getting jealous and angry for no reason, at night I wake up and I'm tempted to sneak into your room and hold you, sometimes I give in, sometimes I don't, that's why back then you sometimes see me sneak into your room, I might not want sex at that time but I know you'd wonder why I would just walk into your room to hold you so I fuck you then cuddle later.” He stopped as he watched for my reaction.

“ I found myself getting addicted to your scent, especially your shampoo. It's crazy but I have all your hair products in my bathroom," He said with a chuckle.

" That night, at the wedding, I was at the balcony thinking about you, thinking about how beautiful you looked and how I wanted to pull you close and kiss you, how I wanted to pull that dress off your shoulder and drive you crazy with need,” He said as he suddenly stopped and the room fell silent.

“ That night when my friend Andrew caught on to my feelings, the coward in me that haven't sorted out his feelings found an easy way out and that was to deny those feelings, it's just unfortunate for me that you had to listen to where I spewed those rubbish from my mouth, I'm sorry you had to listen to that,” He said with a sigh as he ran his fingers through his hair before he suddenly got up as he picked his boxers and wore it then turned to me.

The look in his eyes instantly increased my heartbeat as butterflies roamed inside my stomach.

“ I was a fool, I let the most important thing in my life slip away, right out of my own hands, you didn't listen to everything, because if you did, we wouldn't be here now, you only listened to where I was being a coward not where I was being a vulnerable man, you should have seen how mad I was when he said he was going to get a taste of you after I said those stupid words, I was just scared but Andrew made me realize how much of a coward I was. You know I was actually planning on confessing my feelings to you although I was scared of rejection, but you didn't come home that night and when you came home with a hickey I don't think I've ever been that mad, I saw red, it took everything in me not to kill him, I'm done being a coward, I'm done playing hide and seek,” He said as he walked back to the bed and sat down.

“ You're the woman I want, you're all I need,"

I didn't know what to say, I know he was referring to the night our lives changed for the worse or could I say better.

“ This doesn't change anything, I don't think we were meant to be," I said and I don't think I've seen anyone with so much shock on their face like he had at the moment.

“ Is that what you're going to say after everything I just explained you, after what we just had,"

" It's just sex and…”

“ Fucking say that one more time and I'm going to fuck you until you realize it's not just sex but we're meant to be,”

We both suddenly became quiet as we watched each other.

I got up from the bed and picked up Luca’s shirt because mine was already ruined and I watched as he quickly got up and was in front of me before I could blink.

“ What do you think you're doing?” He asked as he dragged the shirt from my hand and threw it somewhere in the room.

" Are you crazy?!”

" Yes, I'm crazy about you, you fucking drive me crazy, what were you planning on doing?”

" I was just leaving,”

" Leaving, and you think I'll let you do that?” He asked as he moved closer to me and ran his finger on my lower lips and I felt myself beginning to throb down there.

" I haven't had sex in more than a year, what makes you think I plan on letting you out of this room tonight? I'm going to fuck you so hard you'll be limping when I'm done, I've done it before, and I don't plan on making this the last,” He said before picking me up and throwing me on the bed.

“ Now be a good girl and spread those legs,"