Your Eyes Said Otherwise [A Tsukishima Kei Fanfiction]

Epilogue

Tsukishima's POV

I didn't know where I was... All I know is that I'm not really here. Everything felt more like a vision than being present in that occurance.

But I was in a road. A bridge, perhaps. The air was humid and a light spray of fog was around the space.

And there I saw Mizuki, her back is turned to face me. She was wearing the same clothes she had when we broke up.

"Mizuki!", I tried calling out, but I didn't have the voice.

I was restrained, because I wasn't there, I'm just seeing these things, but I wasn't present.

I looked at her and she was sobbing. Her shoulders were shaking, she's having difficulties breathing, she looked so weak and defeated.

But I couldn't do anything.

Just like how I ended things with her, this vision is gonna stay in me and remind me of what I did.

The view is so scary. I've never been more scared in my entire life up until this point. I hurt the woman I love when I promised that I wouldn't. And seeing her this broken is gonna scar me for life.

After a few moments, she stopped crying. She stood up, still looking ahead towards the endless bridge. She looked down then turned to look at where I was.

She still had teary eyes, but she was looking at me as if she's in pain, like she's lost.

"Mizuki...", I tried saying again, but my voice didn't come out.

Suddenly, in the midst of the fog was a light. Two sources of lights. And a massive shadow.

It's a car. And it's rushing towards Mizuki in a fast speed.

"M-Mizuki!", I shouted.

I wasn't heard.

"Mizuki please!", I shouted again.

I had no voice.

"MIZUKI!", I cried.

Please, hear me.

"MIZUKI LOOK OUT!", I shouted as loud as I can.

Please, hear my voice.

But Mizuki didn't turn around, she didn't move at all. She was just looking at my direction, with the same pained look that I feared.

The car didn't slow down.

And it hit her.

Everything moved as if it's in slow motion.

The car hit her as she was standing, it was dented, and shards and pieces of broken glass was splashing from behind her.

Her expression didn't get any better, it was nothing as I would ever hope.

But there she was. The love of my life. The only one I would ever love.

Laying down in the middle of the road, the shards blooming into white flowers.

"NO!", I shouted.

And this time, I can feel my voice.

I shot up from my bed, panting and breathing heavily.

A nightmare.

I didn't know what to think, all I knew is that I was crying. I just witnessed every single moment of that nightmare. I remember every single moment of it.