Her Only Saviour

31. letter

I took the flower bouquet from the other side, I've always loved flowers, as a little girl I'd collect flower objects and little flower books. Now I love flowers on my night table and on my desk just for decor, and look today he bought me these I'm supposed be happy right? But I'm not. I don't want to become the nandini I was before.

Just imagine becoming the way you used to be as a very young child, before you understood the meaning of any word, before opinions took over your mind. And now you're a completely different person, you know what's real and what's fake, now you understand the meaning of every word. That's difficult.

Hearing the sound of bathroom door I quickly kept the bouquet aside and closed my eyes.

*Coughs*
"See nandini ik you're sleeping right now but still I wanna say sorry to you, ik I shouldn't have reacted like that but it all happened in a way that I lost my control, even I did nothing wrong still I'm sorry nandini"

"God damn anirudh is this a way to apologize?"

I smiled internally, he's bipolar fr.
Mr. Oberoi is behaving like a kid right now. He went to his side of the bed and kept talking, listening to his rantings idk when I feel asleep.

                               𔘓𔘓𔘓

I tried to pull the duvet up, the sun rays are disturbing my beauty sleep but where the fudge is my duvet.

"Ugh where the hell my duvet is" I sat straight rubbing my eyes, I hate waking up in the morning I mean ik it's late for everyone else but still it's early for me. Even I slept so late yesterday, after all his rantings. Wait he? where's Mr
Oberoi again? 'Ofc dude he went to his office he's not a spoiled brat like you' I hate my subconscious mind.

How he wakes up so early in the morning? He's supposed to apologize to me right? But he left for his office great.

'Nandini don't forget your marriage isn't normal like others' my mind mocked me again, just then I realized it's true. I can't expect him to behave normally with me. He also needs time to accept me as his wife, I've to give him that time but I should also apologize to him, after all I kept quiet which is also a fault.

I got down from bed and went directly to the washroom to freshen up.

Wearing a pretty saree I came out of the washroom, "yaar nandini kitni sundar hai tu" Murmuring to myself I did my daily routine.

(God nandini you're so pretty)

"Let's go down stairs" Taking my phone from the bedside table I moved ahead but I again came back, there was a letter  on the table with some flowers.

I picked up the envelope and opened the letter to read,

To Mrs.oberoi,

I'm sorry nandini :) I'm not a kind of person to write letters but the things I did yesterday wasn't acceptable. Your reasons for snubbing me are valid, and I have no objections, but atleast try to understand what was my situation that time. Yes, I was supposed to come early yesterday but I was afraid that what if I hurt you again so, I didn't wanted to face you. Ik I didn't pick up your calls and that's all my fault, I hope you’ll excuse my behavior last night. Again I'm sorry nandini. yes, don't stay awake late at night and Please don't cry for me. Kindly, pardon my mistake.
I can't believe me, THE ANIRUDH SINGH OBEROI is writing a letter like a teenager, wait I could've texted you too but yeah I've already written this letter and there's no way I'm gonna throw this.
Ik you're smiling right now, so I guess I have been forgiven. There are some chocolates and flowers for you on the table, accept them as my apology gift. Bye see you.