good newssssss!!! the vet called today and changed their mind and said my dog didn't need to be put down right away so they said it's now up to us when we should put him down! which i'm really happy about because even though he's old he still has a lot of life in him and he still gets excited for things.
also a disclaimer if you're trolling/hating on others in my comments gtfo. you guys might know who i'm referring too but like im not gonna tolerate it because it's rude and quite frankly annoying. so like if you keep doing it im gonna block you and i really don't wanna do that...anywayyy i leave on Saturday so this might be the last imagine for the next week and a half or so but ill try and update again today!! also happy fourth to those in america!!❤️🤍💙
y/n age: 18
i'm doing my first ever live performance at an award show. i've filled my mothers shoes and i've become a singer and songwriter just like her. i'm grateful that i've had such a great example from her growing up, but performing at the grammys...i don't know if i can do it. my mom has been in the industry for a while now and the performance i'm doing at the grammys is a tribute to some of my moms greatest hits. i'm very grateful to be able to do this but i'm still very nervous. today we have sound check and rehearsals and dad is coming along with me because i want it to be a surprise for mom.
i'm really nervous. so nervous that my stomach has hurt this whole morning. i don't know why i'm nervous though, i shouldn't be. my alarm for 6 in the morning went off and i dragged myself out of bed and got in the shower. i took my time in the shower in effort to try and calm my nerves. after i got out the shower i got dressed and did my makeup and hair.
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i headed downstairs to make myself a small breakfast. i didn't want to eat a lot because my nerves were making my stomach upset so i didn't want to get sick. i put some toast in the toaster and sat down at the island while it toasted. i put my head in my hands and sighed. i heard someone walk in.
"hey baby good morning" mom said.
"morning mom. you're up early" i said.
"i know i just wanted to see you before you go to soundcheck. how are you feeling?" mom asked.
"a little nervous. i feel like i have so much pressure on me. one because im you're daughter and two because im doing your tribute. like i can't fuck it up." i said.
"y/n you're going to be fine. trust me. just think of this...you're 18 and look how successful you already are! you're following in my footsteps and i'm so proud of you. you are going to do amazing" mom said.
"thanks mom" i said with a small smile and got up to get my toast.
"is dad almost ready? we have to leave in like 15 minutes." i said before taking a bite of my toast. after one bite i felt nauseous and didn't want to eat anymore.
"um yeah when i left the room he was getting changed" mom said.
"okay...um do you want this? i realized im not that hungry" i said.
"no it's okay you eat" mom said with a smile.
"i know but my stomach hurts a little from my nerves..." i admitted.
"aww baby come here" mom said opening her arms.
"you are going to do great. please don't be nervous. plus it's only soundcheck today." mom said.
"i know. i don't know why i'm so nervous" i chuckled. then dad walked into the kitchen.
"alright y/n you ready?" dad asked. i nodded and we walked to the car waiting for us and got in the back seat.
"so how are you feeling y/n?" dad asked. i shrugged.
"i'm excited i'm just so nervous" i said.
"well you'll do great. you are just like you're mother. you are very talented don't forget that." dad said with a smile. i smiled back and we made small talk on the rest of the way to soundcheck.
once we arrived we were escorted inside by our security guard. there were dancers which i'm assuming were my backup dancers, the stage looked huge, and now i felt small. that's very rare because being 5'11 for an 18 year old girl is not small. i started to psych myself out and i knew that wasn't good. i always do that to myself and i hate that i do.
i set my stuff down in the floor and then a guy came over to me.
"hello ms. kelce! i'm anthony daniels and im going to be running your soundcheck. it's very nice to meet you!" he said.
"it's nice to meet you too...and please call me y/n" i said with a smile. "oh and this is my dad" i said stepping aside a little.
"yes! big fan mr kelce! big fan!" he said giving a firm handshake to my dad.
"please, call me travis" dad said with a chuckle. anthony started to go over a few things with me and then we started on soundcheck. my nerves were so bad it was making my voice really shaky and on top of that my in-ears weren't working correctly and i couldn't hear myself. this was going horrible and the performance was gonna be a disaster. i could feel my breathing start to pick up and tears start to form.
"could we take a little break?" i said quietly looking at the ground.
"absolutely! everybody take 5!" anthony said. i walked over to my dad and he held me in a big hug.
"here let's step out for a second" dad said leading me out the room.
"what's going on sweetie? talk to me" he said once we were in the hallway.
"i don't know! i just-" i said as i burst into tears.
"hey hey hey it's okay. take deep breaths. you're okay" dad said. i nodded and tried to copy his breathing.
"i just feel like i'm not good enough for this! it's going to be horrible! i'm not in the same level as mom in this and when it goes horribly wrong i'm going to be the talk of the media! it's just so much pressure i don't know if i can do it" i said as i cried quietly.
"hey listen to me y/n. you do not need to be your mom in any way, alright? you are your own person and you are absolutely amazing at what you do for your age, okay? you just gotta be in the moment and not think ahead of all the bad things that could happen because your only psyching yourself out. you are doing amazing." dad said while he hugged me.
"thanks dad" i said sniffling.
"of course baby. now we're gonna go back in there and i want you to take it one step at a time. be in the moment. okay?" dad said. i nodded.
"alright i love you girly" he said as he kissed my head.
"i love you too. thank you dad" i said.
"of course baby. i'll always be there for you" he said.
