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this story revolves around the line from cardigan

you drew stars around my scars
and now i'm bleeding

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tw:// sh

y/n age: 13

how do you tell someone you're struggling? truth is it's one of the hardest things to do. when you're struggling you think it's pathetic to ask for help but in reality asking for help makes you so much stronger because it takes a lot of courage to do so. for myself i'm so deep in hurt that i don't know what to do with myself. i rarely leave my bed, i don't eat, im losing a bunch of weight, i self harm pretty much everyday/night, and i know mom is starting to worry about me. i taken out of my thoughts by a knocking on my door but i don't have the energy to give an answer so they just walk in. it was mom.

"hey baby how are you doing?" mom asked. i just shrugged.

"y/n i really want you to know that you can always talk to me about anything. i'm here for you. okay?" she said.

"i know" i mumbled.

"i know you're struggling baby and i'm not going to force you to tell me what's wrong but whenever you're ready i'm here for you" mom said. i nodded.

"i'm really worried about you y/n..." she said moving some hair out of my face.

"you don't need to be i'm fine." i said plainly while looking at the ceiling. mom let out a sad sigh.

"well i'm gonna go to the studio today would you like to come and hangout?" mom asked. i shook my head.

"alright well there's breakfast downstairs. im gonna head out i'll be back later this evening."

"okay. where's dad?" i asked.

"he's at training camp remember? he won't be back till later next week" she said.

"oh okay." i said.

"alright baby i love you. please make sure you eat something" she said as she kissed my forehead.

taylor's pov

i don't really know why i'm going to the studio today. i'm fresh out of ideas. i've just been so worried about y/n i can't focus on anything else.

we pull up to electric lady and i thank my driver and then i'm escorted inside. luckily there were no paps when walking in. once i get in im met with jack and i go and give him a hug.

"hey jack" i said

"hey dead tooth how are you doing?" he said smiling.

"eh i could do better...alsooo my tooth is fixed now so you can't call me that!" i said giggling.

"okay dead tooth" he said. i rolled my eyes and laughed.

"so what ideas do you have for today?" he asked as we sat down.

"literally fucking nothing...i don't even know why i'm here i'm just wasting your time at this point" i said putting my head in my hands.

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