Eddie Munson ~One Shots~

PT. THIRTY-SEVEN

~This Is the Part Where We Say Goodbye~

    Eddie and I have been the best of friends since the third grade. When we entered our high school faze, we ended up becoming more than just friends. We would make out under the bleachers after school or during lunch hour. We would always hold hands in the hallway. Yes, we had a lot of stares. Because with me being the captain of the cheerleader squad and him being the Master of the Hellfire Club, we were complete opposites. But we still loved each other, no matter what people said.

  One day, during our senior year of high school, I was sitting down at the Hellfire Club table with Eddie and his friends. I loved those guys so much. They were so very welcoming. I was minding my business when all of a sudden, I felt Eddie's hand on my thigh. I wasn't expecting him to do that. He slid his hand towards my inner thigh, which made me jolt out of my chair. The whole table stared at me. Eddie looked at me with confused eyes and said, "Baby girl, what seems to be the problem?" I grabbed my belongings and walked out of the cafeteria. Eddie had followed. I went to my locker to gather my books for the next class. I felt Eddie's arms wrap around my waist and his lips connected with my neck. "Baby, why did you storm out of the cafeteria like that? Did I do something wrong?" I closed my locker and turned around to face Eddie. Tears roll down my cheeks. He wipes them away with his thumb. "My sweet girl, why are you crying? Please talk to me! I am always here." He wasn't wrong. He was always there whenever I needed him.

   I grabbed his hand and walked towards an empty classroom. I took a seat, and so did he. I placed my hand on top of his and looked him in his eyes. Which were absolutely breathtaking, by the way. Anywho! I looked at me and said, "Babe, you know that I love you, right!" He nods his head in agreement. So I kept talking. "Well, with what you did in the cafeteria, I wasn't expecting that. I thought you wanted to take it slow with me. I thought you didn't want to have sex with me until I was ready. But when you slid your hand down my inner thigh, I thought the worst. I am not ready to have sex, Eddie. And I don't know if I ever will be." Eddie stares at me, not saying a word. His mouth is open, but no words are coming out. After a few moments, he finally spoke up. "You know, I wasn't even thinking about having sex at that moment. I was waiting for you to let me know. But since you aren't willing to even try to have sex with me, I guess I will have to go find someone else who is willing to give sex a try."

  Tears rolled down my face. I fiddled around with the ring on my pinky finger. Then I looked up at him and said, " So, this is the part where we say goodbye!" Tears kept falling from my eyes. Eddie looks at me, his eyes glossing over. "I think it's best that we take some time apart." I stood up, placed one last kiss on Eddie's cheek, and walked out of the classroom. I decided not to go to any more classes. So, I skipped school for the rest of the day. I got home, and my mom noticed that something was wrong. She follows me towards my room. She sits down on my bed next to me and says, "What's the matter, darling? Everything alright?" Tears start to fall once again. My mom held me tightly in her arms. Her hand rubs the small of my back. I looked at her and said, "Eddie and I just broke up. And it's all because I don't want to sex with him." My mom holds me even tighter and says,"Darling, it is your choice to have sex or not. He can't be upset about that. If you're not ready, then he should understand and not give up on you." My mom was right like always. Eddie should have understood, but he didn't.

   I distanced myself from everybody for the past week. I had my friend, Juliette, bring me my school work so I can stay caught up. I haven't heard from Eddie since we broke up. It tears me apart that the relationship that we once had was tossed out the window for good. My heart was completely shattered. I am worried about what will happen when I go back to school. He is probably going around school saying stupid shit about me. But if he was, Juliette would have mentioned something to me. The following week, I decided to go back to school. Yes, there were stares and people whispering. But I wasn't worried about that. I was worried about what Eddie would say or even if he said anything to me.

   I go to my locker, with eyes all on me. I slammed my locker door shut and turned and said "Take a fucking picture. It will last longer. You goddamn morons!" I walked past everyone with my head down and went into the restroom. Where I slid down the wall and started crying. He had to have told everyone because why would they be staring at me. I heard someone come in, and luckily, it was just Juliette. She sits down next to me and says, "Y/n. I know that you are upset, but it wasn't Eddie that went around the school and told everyone. It was Jeff and Gareth. They were the ones who went around saying you didn't want to have sex with Eddie. Eddie is pissed off, too. He kicked the boys out of Hellfire because of what they had said. He is worried about how you would react to everything." I stared at Juliette and said "Just because I don't want to have sex with Eddie, doesn't make it right for those boys to go around and tell EVERY FUCKING STUDENT that I didn't have sex yet. I feel absurd, embarrassed, and pissed off. I shouldn't be treated this way. I have done nothing wrong to anyone. Especially to the knuckleheads that told everyone. It's no one's business if I have sex or not. It's my fucking choice." Tears rolled down my face. Juliette wrapped me up in a hug and said, "Everything will be alright,love. I am always here for you." She hands me a tissue to blow my nose.

  I stand up to leave the bathroom. As soon as I walked put, I ran into Eddie. He stared at me and noticed that I had been crying. He didn't have to ask why,because he already knew the reason. He looks at me and says, "Don't worry about what they say about you. They are just nimrod, with brains the size of a fucking peanut. They have nothing better to do than to torment someone for no reason at all." I looked at Eddie and responded back."They have a reason, Eddie, to torment me. Your so-buddies of yours, had no damn right to go around the whole entire fucking school and blurt out that I haven't had sex yet. That fucking hurts,Eddie. I trusted Jeff and Gareth. Now, I am not so sure if I trust anyone at this point. Look, Eddie, I do want to have sex with you,but I am just not ready at the moment. And you have to realize and understand where I am coming from. I loved you, Eddie, and I still do. But I don't think you feel the same way." Eddie looks at me, damn, those eyes are so sexy. Places his hand upon my cheek and said, "I do still love you and care for you. Y/n. I haven't been the same without you in my life. I have gone bonkers every day last week, wo during if you are ever gonna tale me back, or even speak to me. I missed you so damn much,Y/n. I hate this. I hate being apart from you. I want you back. And I will wait as long as I have to, to have sex with you. I will wait until you say you are ready. What do you say? Can you come back to me?" I stared at Eddie with tears in my eyes. I wrap my arms around him and smile. I looked at him and said, "Of course, I want to get back to you. And I am happy that you respect my wishes. But, I want to have sex now. I wa t to lose my virginity to you and only you. We can go back to your place and do it there, if you are willing."

  He pulled me closer towards him, looked down at me, and said "Lets do it. After school at my place. We can go all night, if like." I stood on my tippy toes and kissed his lips and said,"I love the sound of that." He smiles and kisses me once more. So after school, I am gonna be having the most memorable sex with the man I will always love.

  *Author's Note*

   Since this story is already long enough. I just might make another part to this one. Hope you like it, let me know what you think about it. Enjoy!