Only if you knew

𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖗𝖙𝖞-𝖘𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖓

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Multiple sensations brought me back from the darkness in my head. It started as the stink pain in my lower abdomen and sore legs, then it was the pain in my head and back before I realized I could move myself.

I exhaled sharply once the world came back Infront of my eyes. I lay on the hospital bed in the hospital attire covered with white sheets.
There was a drip attached to my vein on my right hand.

My gaze directly collided with the ceiling before I blinked. I tried to collect my thoughts.

Why was I here?

In the hospital?

Then things slowly started hitting me.

Liam. Attack. Jungkook. Delivery. Baby.

My eyes widened. I moved my hand near me as I used it to help myself get up. I looked around me only to find my mother in law sitting next to me with wet lashes and wide eyes. My eyes further dilated with disbelief.

"Doctor....." I stared at my aunt who sat there staring at me. Her eyes red and face drenched in tears. I blinked. "Is my condition too bad that now I am hallucinating?" I see aunt close her eyes as tears pour out. Burn started behind my eyes before I remembered of my baby.

"This is not a hallucination" aunt got up and walked towards me. Her hands snaked around my nape before she pulled me closer. I stilled in her embrace staring somewhere. Then slowly my eyes started watering. I snuggled my face in her embrace before my cries got louder.

"What happened to me aunt? This all....how did this happen?" I was in denial and spoke continuously. "My baby....." I pulled out looking at the nurse. Tears rolled down my face. My voice was shaky when I asked her the question. "M-my baby..." The nurse walked over to me, a slight frown on her face.

"Please lay down, you've just had gone through labour. You need some rest" I jerked her hand away. My need to know about my child increasing. I desperately looked all over her face.

"B-but what about my baby?" I held her hand. "How is my baby?" Smile spread across her face as she nodded.

"Your baby is alive, we've kept him in the nursery for treatment. Pre-mature babies need special care" she tried to lay me down and cover me.

I stared at her all quiet and still taking in the information she just gave me. My child was alive. "Him?" I asked.
She nodded.

"Yes Mrs jeon, it's a boy" the words traveled down my throat and settled somewhere in my stomach. Beside me aunt gasped keeping a hand on her mouth as I listen to her crying harder. I just sat there, all still. Emotions curling up in me as I breath in.

"A-and my hu-husband?" I looked at her face. "How is Jungkook?" I looked at aunt then back at the nurse. Aunt cleaned her tears and held my hands. I looked at her with desperate and impatient eyes. She squeezed my hands and met my eyes.

"Please control yourself for this one" my heartbeat which was already wild slowly increased further. Fear coiled in me at her way of looking at me. What happened? Was Jungkook fine? The surgery was successful?

She sniffed. "The surgery has been successful but......" I stared at her crunching my brows.

"But what?" I squeezed her hands tighter. "Aunt please tell me" I moved closer to her resulting in the nurse stopping me but I didn't remove my eyes from aunt's face. Another tear rolled down her face before she nodded.