The Lost Elf Warrior

Chapter Twenty Four

XAVIER

The loud pub where I sit at was like vibration to my ears. The laughter, the joy, everything I wish to take away into nothing and show what made me pain. The bitter taste of the Spiced Slap drink in my hand, it was spicy, bitter, and it burn my tongue down to my throat. But it's the only pain I could forget my own pressure.

Looking around and see all the different elves in Mire village happy just makes me sick, they don't deserve to be happy if others take that away from you.

The bar chair next to me pulled out and the person sat next to me, I did not need to look up to know it was Valerian, I felt his presents as soon as he arrive here.

"Stale Tickle, please sweetheart" Valerian asked the waitress who pour his drink for him. I sip on my drink quietly without saying a word.

"You know that shit is bitter" Valerian told me next to me. I wet my lips as the bitter taste when down my throat.

"I don't care, Valerian" I said.

I come here to get away from everyone, I could not risk going to my chambers if Bianca is there, she has not return since that night and I have caught her eyes on me down the halls, at the dinner table, training yard anywhere I go I feel her gaze on me.

"It's over" I said. The very first thing I told my friend who has been biting his tongue to not tell anyone. He is trusted wordily, and I have trust him. I needed to tell someone who knew about me and Bianca and that is Valerian.

"I ended things with Bianca" Half of my glass was drown. Valerian seem to hold his breathe for a moment after those words slip my lips.

"You my friend have no idea how much I have been waiting for those words to come out of your mouth" Valerian said patting my back. I chuckle not for feeling happy but in pain that I could be free from her torture self.

"She blames little hunter for our thing we had" I said, I fear for her life that might be at my hands like all the blood that is on my hands already.

"Clarity?" Valerian asked, I just nodded. He run his fingers through his silver hair.

"She's jealous of Clarity cause you have heart eyes for her" Valerian tease.

"I do not have heart eyes for her. She needs to survive and once we find her mother then she can go" I said.

I don't even know for sure if she will be going after we find her mother, she seem too attach to the castle already, but I want her gone as soon as everything is over.

"Hmmm. You have never been like this before mate" I looked at my friend who had a cocky smirk written on his face.

"Whatever do you mean?" I asked putting my glass down.

"Oh, you know so serious and fall of anger, you have been since the day you brought Clarity back here from your quest" Valerian was right, but I would never say it out loud. The only reason is that she has made things so much complicated that I can't seem to stay away from her.

"Mate, do me a favour while you are above the mountains next week" Valerian said turning to face me. I arch one of my brows at him.

"Don't hurt her, keep her alive will you?" Valerian asked me. In hell I would let the little hunter die on my watch the only person she is dying from is me.

"She won't die on my watch" I said, I then drown the rest of my drink letting the bitter taste kick in before I place the money on the bar before I got up to leave. I pat Valerian on his back.

I left the bar as I walk away and away from the loud village. There is one thing I fear most then Valerian strength and that is my sisters anger. It is like a storm begin to open, so if she dies, I'll die from Glassandra.

I maybe darken by my own pain but what is better than pain then the fighting against a girl who hates you.