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"I let my anger win again

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"I let my anger win again."

"You're a dick, you know that? She didn't deserve any of that, and chances are that she's right. I won't even be surprised if I find out she cheated." I scoff.

"No, she didn't. As much as I regret saying what I did, I'm right. There is no way she would cheat, and Bella was right. She actually did start making excuses to pull us, and then she was on a date with someone else." I scoff.

"She what?"

"Yeah, I saw her leave with Max Giovani."

He laughs. He fucking laughs.

"Now, I get it. You're jealous."

"Did you bang your head somewhere, you idiot?"

"You don't wanna know. Besides, we all know you like her. You share your clothes with her, you're always next to her, and you think I didn't notice your ring on her finger?"

"And now, seeing someone else with her, you're jealous. You yelled at her because of pure jealousy. You just couldn't see her with another guy, that's it. And I get it; I feel the same way about Celeste but I would never be a dick and yell at her. "

"What? No, you're reading way too much into this. No, I do not like her, and you love Celeste. I don't."

"Oh, so you're trying to say that you love her? I mean, I saw it coming."

"Good God, you're insane." I cut the call, getting out of the gym and into my room.

You yelled at her because of pure jealousy. You just couldn't see her with another guy, that's it. And I get it; I feel the same way about Celeste.

I paced back and forth in my room, my mind a whirlwind of thoughts. "Jealous? Me? That's ridiculous," I muttered to myself. But the more I tried to dismiss the idea, the more it gnawed at me for some reason.

I enter the bathroom, staring at myself in the mirror. Why did I react like that?

I close my eyes inhaling sharply when an image of Ivy smiling fills my mind .

My mind goes back to the day I got sick and she stayed right by me . Ugh . I hate myself . She didn't deserve it .

Could he be right? Am I really jealous? .

Nah, that's rubbish. I have nothing to be jealous of. I love Bella.

Why did seeing her with Max Giovani stir something so intense in me? Why did it make my blood boil? .

You yelled at her because of pure jealousy.

The words cut deep, making me feel exposed, vulnerable. "No," I whispered to myself. "I love Bella. I do. This has nothing to do with Ivy. I'm going to apologise to her and focus on Bella ."

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