𝐒𝐔𝐑𝐀𝐌𝐘𝐀

C H A P T E R - 52

Mayra

It's been three days.

I truly love my home, and love to spend time with mumma, papa and my grandparents. But somehow I end up feeling irritated. 

I constantly check my phone every now and then.. it's been three days since he texted me. Well, even though I'm not expecting one from him shouldn't he text me himself. He said he doesn't want me out of his sight. It's clear how much he wants me there.

"Mayra!" I flinched and the sudden movement of body had me lose balance ending up splattering some of the mud on my dress. I look to an horrified dadi howling the garden pipe away as she scoots towards me.

I realized the mini trowel I had in my hand and how vigorously I was digging in the ground "You're hurting my baby plants" she takes the trowel from me.

"Sorry dadi.. I didn't mean to.." I trail off sighing how badly I'm losing control on myself.

"Leave this and come with me" I do removing the rubber gloves and following after her "So tell me about him" she pats at a swing beside her as she occupies the other.

I turned to look away from her mildly cursing myself for being so obvious. "Don't you trust me. I've more experience in such matters than your mumma after all I had a love marriage" I knew about their love from childhood because dadu use to sit with me and Iti and tell bedtime stories to us about their pasts.

I made to sit next to her fidgeting my fingers on my lap "Umm.. I don't know what to say" I muttered under my breath and she slowly stretches her legs in front of her "I mean we don't have a thing but I keep missing him" I squeezed my eyes so hard due to incoming embarrassment.

I only earned a laughter from her "It's an undeclared love sweetheart. Has that guy confessed to you?" she goes on making me even more redder "Uh yeah" she claps in excitement "So if you're missing him why not confess your feelings to him too" I stare at my lap at those hands who're missing his heat.

"I was scared" I say absentmindedly "Then he must not be worthy. If you have a bad feeling about him" she says with a deep breath and I go stiff.

"No dadi, he's not bad in fact he makes me feel happy for myself. He tells me to love myself. And lately I feel so pissed at how I use to act mean around him.. he takes care of me, tells me things I never expected from anyone ..how can you say he's not worthy." I blurted all that in a single breath and realized a second later that she was smiling.

"There. you have your answer" I blinked as my words started to register me too. 

I remembered Diya's words about finding your own people.. maybe going to Mumbai wasn't all about Iti. 

I have found my person and I wish to not lose him. 

"Thanks dadi. I love you so so much" I squeezed her hands then fished my phone out "I'll leave now I have something to do" she nods with a beautiful smile adorning her face. "Say Hey to Aarav for me" I paused midway twirling back to her "Dadi" my jaw hung so low I couldn't collect it back altogether. She only winks and I shake my head with a stupid smile plastered on my face.

I straightaway headed to my room and opened the chat box and scrolled to his page.

Me: Hey

There was no reply, maybe he was busy.

Me: Are you busy. I have something to tell you

No response so I waited plugging the phone to my charger and I went for a shower. I turned the water to a warm temperature and stepped under it. All my thoughts vanished and I let them.

After an hour or more than that when I finally re emerged I rushed for my phone on the stand and swiped directly on the chat box. No reply.

Where is he??

Should I go back to Mumbai earlier than planned?

I glanced back to the window and it was raining torrential, I went to my closet and plucked out a night gown with a low spirit. Now I actually crave him. 

There was a commotion down there as if someone was calling me.. I pull a net outer and slung it around me as I slipped out of the room.

I descent the stairs when a maid walks rushing towards "Mam.. bade shab ghar pe nhi hai aur koi guest aye hai" (Mam, your parents are not home and a guest is waiting) I vaguely nodded for her to leave it to me and she makes her way out of the back door. Who came to visit at this hour and when it's raining? certainly not one of dad's client. 

"Who's there?" I questioned moving towards the main door and a shadowy figure appears. Due to all the dim lights I couldn't see his face but he was taller. As I neared him call him again he steps in and closer. My heart hammered so loud it's echo could be heard around me.

Aarav wiggles his head to dry his wet hairs then he runs his hand in it "Just tell me you missed me" and he didn't give me a second to speak as he kills the distance between us and smashed his lips on me.

His soaked body pressed into mine and I stumbled back and back until I hit a pillar but not hard as his hands covered the back of my head. He pins my jaw with his hands willing my mouth to open and when I do he thrusts his tongue in one violent move. 

I gasped for air pushing slightly at his shoulders but it only triggered him as he pushes back with his thigh against my core. And my breast tightly pressed against his chest, God in this cold night why do I feel so hot.

He sucks and bites my lower lip as if he can't get enough of me and I feel the same need because now I reciprocated. I bit his lower lips pulling him closer by his nape. Damn it if we get caught I don't have a care in this world until he's in my arms.

He pulls back a fraction of breath away "Since when have you became impatient. Bunny" he breathes the words out and I peel myself away from him as an excuse for more air "Since I realized you're a best kisser" I muttered looking away but he nudges my chin to meet his eyes.

They held so much unsaid words that it pained me.. he kept staring me "That I am" he finally says nuzzling in my cheek and then leaves pecks all over it, he kisses my temple, the tip of my ear, the lobe, my jaw, neck and collar bone leaving wet kisses all over the side and then follows the same on the other side.

"You don't know how torturous it is to control myself around you. Only I know how I kept myself from losing completely for six months. You're an addiction Mayra, an ecstatic addiction" he inhales under my jaw holding me tight in his arms.

"Then don't" his muscles stiffen under my palms but then instantly goes back normal "Don't say something you'll regret later or will forget easily" his voice broke a part of my heart and I pull away from him to face him.

"I'm sorry for not remembering my promise but believe me when I say I kept my promise. I've only ever looked at you Aarav and you've captivated me ever since" I held his face in my hands. I lose myself in his stare and he brushes a strand out of my face.

"Now you're stuck with me forever Mayra Dhanrajgir." he completes leaning down when a voice calls for us and I push him so hard I'm surprised he didn't fall back on his ass.

"Oh Hello Dadi" 

//Yayy guys it's raining today and I feel so so amazing that I instantly got up and started writing another chapter. Hope you like it tell me in the comments. Love yaa//