I tried not to scream whenever I heard a clap of thunder, I did end up crying though
"Olivia it's ok, mummy's here, shhh" my mum tried to comfort me
"I'm scared, don't tell daddy that I wet the bed" I begged her
"Oh sweetie it's ok, daddy doesn't need to know" my mum whispered
At this point my dad had walked into the room
"Olivia what's wrong" my dad asked
"I w-wet the bed" I cried
"Olivia it's ok, we can easily fix this" my dad sighed and he dug around in my draw for new bedsheets
*end of the dream*
"Olivia what the f*ck, you've p*ssed yourself!" Virgil shouted in surprise
I opened my eyes suddenly, to find that the bedsheets were damp
"F*ck" I groaned
Why did this happen
"Get out, just go" Virgil snapped
"I couldn't help it, I'm sorry, I just had another horrible dream" I apologised
"Really, well learn how to f*cking control them otherwise you're not sleeping in my room ever again" Virgil growled
"I can't" I cried, this was making me feel horrible, what's the point, I can't do anything right, he's not helping, I broke down in tears because of the embarrassment
"Liv I didn't mean it, I didn't mean to make you cry" Virgil panicked
"Stay away from me I'll just make it worse, you'll just get angrier and angrier" I sobbed, I tried to escape his room but he stopped me, I shouldn't mess with people like him, he's a lot stronger, heavier and taller than I am so no matter what I do I won't be able to fight back, he had pinned me down on the floor
"Just talk to me about it, that's all I ask" Virgil muttered
"No, get off me!" I screamed
"Baby it's ok, I'm not going to hurt you, I just want you to tell me how you feel" Virgil reassured me and he nuzzled me
"You're not angry at me, why aren't you angry at me" I asked
"I'm not going to get angry at you, I can't hurt you like that" Virgil told me, he relaxed his grip around me
"When this used to happen when I was younger my dad always forced me to have a bath, he washed my hair and everything" I mumbled
Virgil started laughing mischievously and I started to get scared, he carried me to the bathroom, he started running the bath
"Aren't you going to get undressed" Virgil asked
I did in the end and he picked me up
"Virgil no" I panicked, I didn't want this bath
"Virgil yes" he giggled and he put me in the bath
I felt so childish now, why is he trying to act like my dad, why is he forcing me to freak out
"Stop trying to be like him" I muttered
"What was that" Virgil wondered
"Stop trying to act like my dad, you'll never be like him, you're different, your intentions are different, you don't have such a cold heart like he does" I whispered
"I'm not trying to be like him, I'm trying to fix everything he did wrong, ugh, why did I even think this was a good idea, if I was a parent I would do everything right, I would love my child, I wouldn't hurt them or make them feel inferior" Virgil sighed
"Do you want children" I asked
"Maybe, depends on whether I get married or not, which will be never since everyone apart from you hates me" Virgil replied
"If I had a baby, I would probably have a little girl, called Sophia but that isn't possible, I'm infertile apparently" I grumbled
"Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't know" Virgil apologised quietly
"Nah it's fine, I don't care, I would be a screw up of a mother, I wouldn't be able to handle it" I sniffed
"Do you want a baby" Virgil questioned me
"Yes but not with you, no offence but I don't want my child brought up near International Rescue" I laughed
"I'm pretty sure they won't mind their dad being a really super cool and awesome pilot" Virgil grinned
"Then yes I would like to have a baby" I smiled weakly
YOU ARE READING
Painful pasts and terrible truths
Fanfiction[sequel to The Tracy Family Feud] Olivia finally plucks up the courage to tell the brothers about her past and her family life, could this have devastating effects on her relationship with the one person who cares for her and looks out for her
