Painful pasts and terrible truths

Chapter 58

I went on my phone for a bit, I felt sick, I didn't want to return to work.

"Aren't you going to tell your mum where you are" Virgil wondered, he was beginning to get undressed for bed.

I shook my head.

"She was trying to get me to hook up with Bobby, I don't want that monster back in my life" I muttered "that's the reason why I ran away."

"Oh, well we have a problem then" I can't look at him, I can't look at his beautiful deep brown eyes in the same way ever again.

I exhaled softly, I wanted to cry again, I just wanted a hug, I saw him change into some sweatpants, he looked really cute.

"I should probably go, I'm really hungry and tired" I whispered.

"You should of said, I can go and get food if you want me to" I felt bad for making him do this for me.

"Ok, I need to get some clothes as well" I smiled.

"Well that's decided then, I'll get food and you can get a fresh change of clothes" his voice is so nice.

My stomach growled, I was too hungry and weak to go back to my apartment and get some clothes.

"I can't I'm too tired" I sighed.

"Do you want me to get them for you" Virgil questioned me.

I nodded, I dug around in my purse to give him my keys, I also remembered about the pregnancy test I bought about three ago, I needed to get tested, my period was two weeks late, I can't tell him that, he'll get worried, I found my keys and I gave them to him, I watched him put a jacket on and leave the room, I took the unused pregnancy test and I went to the toilet and I used the test, I waited, and waited, two lines means I'm dead and one line means I'm home free, I was shaking, left it for a few minutes and I checked it again a little while later, I saw two pink lines, I screamed, I had to throw it away, I chucked it in the bin, I need to find the nearest abortion clinic, I can't do this, I'm not ready, I'm too young, I'm not even married yet, I went on my phone, I had to google where the nearest clinic was, I heard the door open.

"Hey I wasn't sure what to get you so I got you some fries, a burger and a soda, is that ok" I don't care what he got me, I'm just hungry, he placed my backpack down on the floor.

I nodded.

"Thank you" I smiled again.

I ate it slowly, I did share my fries with him, after I finished my food I looked for my pyjamas and I slipped into bed.

"Hang on I'll be with you in a second kitten" Virgil told me and he went to the toilet.

I was dreading his return, when he had finished he didn't look too happy (to a normal person you wouldn't be able to tell the difference between his facial expressions but to me I can pick up the subtle differences in his emotional state), he did have the pregnancy test in his hand.

"Is this yours" how do I tell him.

"Yes" I replied shamefully.

"I knew this would happen, ugh, this is why I'm against you doing this, Olivia, do you want to keep it" I didn't want to look at him.

"I don't want it, I don't want it at all, I want to get rid of it" I answered.

"Well I can take you to get an abortion, I mean we're not leaving until Monday" Virgil muttered and he nuzzled me "you should have been more careful, why didn't you check to see if he was using protection."

"Because he lied, apparently" I snapped.

"Ah, that's a whole different scenario then" Virgil frowned.

"It's a breach of my safety and my consent" I added.

I felt bad.