I was ill, I had a fever as well as a cold and a headache, I hazily walked down the stairs, I almost fell down the stairs, but I did trip up and slam into someone
"Oh god, I'm sorry" I apologised
"Hey are you ok" Virgil wondered
"I don't feel well" I admitted, I then sneezed, ok in my honest opinion I think I sound adorable when I sneeze
"Aww ok, let's get you back to bed" Virgil chuckled and he picked me up
"No, no I'm...fine" I dismissed his help, I tried to walk but I couldn't, I fell down "ok maybe I would like your help, but be gentle, I'm in a weird scared mood for some reason"
"Ok, I'll try and be gentle, you know you can talk to me about why you feel scared, I'm pretty sure I can try and fix it" Virgil reassured me
"I can't deal with the fact that I'm a victim of sexual assault, them memories keep haunting me in my sleep, I can't get rid of the thoughts, it was all my fault, I should of volunteered to come with you, if only I had" I told him "I wished you could of protected me from him"
"And I can protect you from him now, I swear to god I'll kill him the next time I see him" Virgil whispered and he kissed my cheek, he picked me up and he carried me to his room he then placed me down on his bed
"I'm freezing" I complained
"Here, let's get you warmed up" why is he being adorable, he wrapped his duvet around me, it smelled really nice, I felt sad
"I'm sorry" I sniffed
"Why, why are you sorry" Virgil asked, he was confused
"Because I'm a dirty little freak, how can you even love me after I've been molested and abused and raped and treated like some toy" I cried, I didn't want to live like this
"Olivia don't be silly, I still love you, your mum and stepdad still love you and your sisters still love you, that's all that matters babe" Virgil comforted me and he wrapped his arms around me
"How can you still love me after I've been hurt so much, I have too many ugly scars and stretch marks" I sobbed
"Because I learnt to see through your differences, I learnt to love them, you were the first girlfriend I've ever had and I just can't stand seeing you this upset, it breaks my heart, Olivia I hate it when you get hurt, I just want to kill the people who abused you, I can't live knowing that they hurt you and they're still out there" Virgil whispered into my hair
"Well I did manage to kill one of them, it was self defence I swear, he was being too pushy and he almost..." I couldn't finish that sentence
"It's alright you don't have to say it" Virgil told me
"I don't want you to leave me" I broke down into tears again
"I won't, I won't leave you kitten, I wish I could make you feel better" why does he still love me
I heard a knock on the door, Scott had entered the room
*Virgil's POV*
It was true, Olivia was my first girlfriend, I didn't trust anyone after our mum died, I was too scared to lose the people I loved, I didn't want to lose anyone else in my life, she still doesn't know how hard it was for me to open up to her, I don't want her to leave either
"I'm sorry, I have to borrow you for a few hours, it's an emergency" Scott explained
"Ok, right, Olivia try not to kill yourself whilst I'm away" I sighed
I felt bad for leaving her, I wanted to look after her, she was ill and I wanted to give her medical attention and make her feel better
YOU ARE READING
Painful pasts and terrible truths
Fanfiction[sequel to The Tracy Family Feud] Olivia finally plucks up the courage to tell the brothers about her past and her family life, could this have devastating effects on her relationship with the one person who cares for her and looks out for her
