Painful pasts and terrible truths

Chapter 19

"Aren't you going to eat something" Virgil wondered

I was looking at the food I had ordered, I felt my stomach drop

"Yeah, I'll try" I smiled weakly, why did I order the nachos, Virgil bit his lip slightly

"Here, this might work" Virgil decided, he took one of the nachos of my plate and he tried to feed it to me, I refused it though

"I need the bathroom" I groaned, I needed to throw up but there isn't anything in my stomach, I needed to pee as well, I went to the other side of the restaurant where the toilets were and I sat down in one of the cubicals, the nauseous feeling wouldn't go away, I couldn't breathe, I had to get out of here, it felt too small in the bathroom, I unlocked the door and I ran outside, I didn't know what was happening, I couldn't say anything, I couldn't see, I needed him, why isn't he here, I almost screamed because I was so scared, I was crying so hard right now

*Virgil's POV*

I saw Olivia run outside, she looked terrified, I decided to follow her, she was shaking, I assumed she was cold, I took my jacket off and I placed it around her shoulders

"Baby it's me" I reassured her

"I can't see anything, I'm scared" Olivia whimpered

"It's alright, I'm here, just hold on to me if it makes you feel better" I told her but she refused

"I just want a hug" Olivia sobbed, I had to make her feel less scared, my protective side always kicks in when she has a panic attack, I lowered myself to her level and I wrapped my arms around her, I had to keep her safe, I needed to keep her safe

"There there, it's ok, I'm here" I tried to calm her down, her breathing started to become steady and gentle, I could feel her heart racing

"I'm sorry, I was so scared" Olivia apologised

"It's ok, how are your feet" I wondered

"They hurt still" Olivia mumbled

"Oh, ok, I guess I'm going to carry you inside then" I decided

"No, I just want to go home, I'm sorry I ruined this for you" Olivia sniffed

"Hey it's fine, I don't like the food here anyway, how about we just order a pizza instead" I laughed quietly, I went inside and I paid for everything, I had to explain to the staff that Olivia was having a panic attack and she couldn't stand it here, Olivia was biting her nails

"F*ck" she exclaimed, her finger was bleeding

"What am I going to do with you, come on, let's get you home" I smiled and I kissed her cheek

"Oh no" Olivia mumbled

"What, what happened" I asked

"It's him, I swear to god I'm going to kill him" Olivia sighed, she was looking at a young man, he looked around 24, 6 years between them, jeez her dad screwed her life up she took to dating a 21 year old when she was 15

"Oh let me guess is that your ex" I felt scared for her

*???'s POV*

I saw that cold, heartless b*tch, she broke my heart, she was such a tease, she always said no, I didn't want her to talk to anyone but me, I decided to approach her, she was vulnerable and she had her guard down no doubt, she wasn't with anyone important well she was with another guy, ugh

"Just leave me alone" Olivia snapped

The other guy stood up and holy sh*t he was tall, I felt really short compared to him, he had a menacing look in his eyes