Painful pasts and terrible truths

Chapter 41

"Get away from me, you're supposed to be dead" Virgil panicked

"Please don't start, it's really me" Jeff sighed

"No, you're not real, you're not f*cking real!" Virgil shouted, I had to hold him, he was close to tears

"Wonderful timing" I snapped

"Olivia please, let me talk to him" Jeff begged

"No, this is hurting him, I won't let you hurt him anymore" I growled

"Well it's not my fault he's too sensitive, he needs to man up" Jeff replied

Virgil broke down into tears, I had to take him to his room

"Shh baby it's ok, it's ok" I had to calm him down, he was getting really worked up about this

"I c-can't calm down" this was breaking my heart

I continued to hug him until he calmed down, he was shaking a little, poor baby, I got the tissue box from his desk, I saw the broken remnants of his mirror

"Honey you should really clean that up, I don't want you hurting yourself" I advised him

"No, it's a reminder of how much of a monster I am" Virgil muttered

"Well I don't see a monster, I see a wonderful young man" I whispered

"You haven't seen me at my worst, I punched that mirror to smithereens, I threw my old phone and books at the wall and I've also managed to dent the walls too" Virgil explained

"They must be pretty thin walls" I laughed nervously

"Nope, they're normal walls, Jesus Christ I need help" this must of happened last year before I arrived, I was scared, I felt trapped when he started to shut the door

"I didn't realise you were in this much pain" I mumbled

"I've had worse, oh jeez I forgot to shave this morning, facial hair is a b*tch sometimes" Virgil complained, he rubbed his cheek with his hand and it made this scratchy noise that bugged me

"Shave it now, you don't suit a beard and I don't want to feel that scratchy sh*t when I go to sleep ok" I ordered

"Yeah I noticed that I don't suit a beard, my face shape isn't right for it, ah well I shall shave it m'lady" aghhh he's adorable

I waited for ages for him to finish shaving, I may have fallen asleep

"Hey, sorry I took so long, I needed to go to the toilet as well, Olivia, are you asleep" I heard him ask me (I can still hear things when I'm asleep), he never woke me, when I did wake up, I was still in his bed, I had a blanket over me, I sat up

"And you're awake, I've been revising for my exams whilst you were asleep" Virgil told me

I didn't say anything, I just wanted to cuddle with him

"Don't give me that look kitten, I can't, I'm revising" ugh he's so cute "buuut, I suppose I could find some time to do something"

"Please nothing serious, I just want to cuddle" I whispered

"And cuddle we shall, my dear" Virgil grinned and he wrapped his arms around me and nuzzled me, he was all warm and squishy

"Ahh you're so cute when you smile" I giggled

I kissed his cheek, he's adorable and I can't help but squeal over him