"Gabe do you still think I'm pretty?" I said in front of the mirror.
"What kind of question is that? If I ever said you aren't you better shoot me or something but yes baby you're just as beautiful as the day I met you if not more beautiful"
"I don't know I feel ugly? I don't know" I said placing a hand on my head.
"Are you kidding? Lui you're practically glowing... pregnancy looks good on you, mama" He said, kissing my cheeks.
I tucked a strand of my hair behind my ear and looked down at my belly.
"What... what if I'm not a good parent?" I asked while tears brimmed my eyes.
"Impossible, mi amor, look at you, you're worrying about if you're a good parent means that you care and all you have to do is love our kids the same way you love me, the way we played and laughed and talked" He said.
"I don't know Gabe... w-what if I do something wrong? What if I hurt my babies? What if they don't feel that love because of something I did? It's just we've wanted kids for so long and I don't want to fuck it up..." I said.
He turned me around and gave me a hug.
"Hey, Lui, my love all you can do is try and to care and love our kids because that is the greatest gift you can give them, you're well we are not going to be perfect and that's ok no parent is and because well there's no such thing as perfect, just know we are going to be just fine and we're going to get through it... and I bet once your holding our babies it'll come naturally to you" He said while rubbing my back and kissing my head.
"Ya think so?"
"I know so, you'll be a great mama" he said as we shared a kiss.
"You're just over thinking everything, don't be so hard on yourself, take one thing at a time and let's focus on the now" He said while placing his hands on my shoulders.
I simply nodded my head as he wiped my tears and hugged me again.
"We'll be ok"
