break up 2 make up .

All I Want Is You *UNEDITED*

I feel frozen as Tyler stands before me. I want to speak, but no words come out.
How can I even face him when the truth is inevitable?
Finally, Tyler speaks for the both of us. I'm guessing he picks up on the fact that I can't speak for myself.

"So, when were you going to tell me?" He asks, impatient but softly.
"I don't know, I just found out today." I look at the floor, I can't look him in the eye.
Tyler stops in front of me, his smell almost chokes me up into tears. He looks me in the eyes and I can tell he's more upset but he's a little bit hurt too.
My mouth opens. Opens to say Tyler I'm sorry, Tyler we can figure this out, I'm still here, this doesn't change anything, all I want is you. But nothing comes out, my bottom lip shrivels up and tears begin to flow.

"What does this mean for us Jas?"
All I want to give him the answer he deserves, I want to give him one that will conclude in the happy ending we never got, one where it doesn't involve my heart sinking like it did before. Yet, all I can say is.
"I- I don't know.."
He sighs and I watch his chest rise and fall. He bites the inside of his cheek and I wait for him to say more. He doesn't.

Tyler takes his glasses off and slowly rubs his eyes, he's not crying but he looks exhausted like we've been arguing for hours. I watch as he walks past me, brushing my shoulders coldly. I'm glued to the floor as my vision blurs with my tears and I slowly make my way outside.

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Before we realize it, the morning comes and our trip to Vegas has come to an end. We are all packing our bags and heading back to LA to resume our day-to-day lives.

Tyler has not spoken to me since last night. He left early in the morning and asked Mia if she'd drop off Cely so we could all say our goodbyes. I personally thinks it's petty that Mia has to be in the middle but I also don't blame him for not wanting to see me right now.

When we get back me, Bella, and Mia just all decide to spend the night at my place. We are all wired from the drive and it's a good time to plan our week as we transition back into working.
We change into comfortable-- almost PJ like outfit's and sit on the couch with snacks as we begin to plan our schedules.

I keep staring at my phone, part of me hoping Tyler will message me, another part of me thinking about texting him, another part hopes that Colson will call. I haven't heard from him since I found out what he did, I can't help but feel that him being here, helping me, reassuring me; would help me be in the right head space.

"Jasminee!" I hear Bella calling me, I focus on what's happening.
"So are we going with neutral or pastel colors for the launch?" She asks showing me the pictures Mia took of Cely in our company's new kids sweatsuits.
"I like the more neutral colors"
I look at Cely, it breaks my heart to know all the chaos that surrounds this sweet girl. She deserves so much better than any of us. It makes me think about my own unborn child. What is life going to be like when you're here?
"I'm so EXCITED for this drop bro, the video is gonna be so cool." Bella says shaking Mia playfully.
Mia's phone vibrates, "Umm guys? Pete says he's outside, I'ma go get the door." She gets up and me and Bella continue to look at the different outfit variations.
Mia opens the door and we immediately hear Pete speed talking and he quickly walks into the living room area, making no eye contact.
"Now before you guys get upset with me I want you to know that I truly didn't have a choice and I was THREATENED and thus leading me to do a very impractical thing."
We all look at him.
"Pete what are you talking about?" I ask.