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Tragedy

Alea's POV

Natapos ang binabasa ko sa petsang iyon. Agad kong kinuha ang iba pa. Wala ng sumunod na taon pagkatapos nun. 2012 na ang pinakamalapit. Bakit kaya? Tumigil ba siyang magsulat?

Base sa huling sinulat niya umalis ako. Yun ba yung sinabi ni Moma na nagpakalayu layo kami? Two words. She left. Bakit parang may kulang? Hindi niya nasabi kung bakit at kung anong pinag usapan nila that day. Bakit parang wala siyang alam?

Kinuha ko na ang kasunod at nagsimulang magbasang muli.

P.S.L.W.
2012

August 3

I met a girl.

She was feeding a cat in the street when I walk passed her. Her hair was a rich shade of raven-black. It flowed brilliantly over her chest to grace her glowing, cream colored skin. Her eyes, framed by long lashes, were a bright, hazel and spakling. Straight nose and lips like the color of a red rose. I didn't even know her name. But... I don't know. I had the urge of wanting to go as far as killing myself just to figure it out.

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Okay? Sino itong babaeng ito nang maistalk nga at maipasalvage ng buhay? Tss! Makapagdescribe naman to parang dyosa ang kaharap ah. Walong taon palang ang nakalilipas nakamove on na siya agad sakin?! Ganun ba ako kabilis kalimutan? Hmp.

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August 4

I need to focus. Ito ang unang pumasok sa isip ko pagkagising ko kaninang umaga. Kung nakatulog nga ba ako.

Wala akong ibang ginawa maghapon kung hindi ang hanapin siya. May lead kasing nakalap ang investigator ko na dito sila sa Pilipinas nagpunta. Hindi ako naniniwalang kasama sila sa natupok ng apoy. Alam ko, nararamdaman ko, makakasama ko pa siya.

But damn. Something's wrong with me. Hindi siya mawala wala sa isip ko.

I need to see her.

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Pumunta siya ng Pilipinas? At ako pa rin ba yung tinutukoy niya rito na hinahanap niya? May nasabi si Moma na nasunog ang bahay namin nung maliit pa ako. Ito ba yung sinasabi niya? Hmm. Pero sandali lang. Nakakainis ha. Ayokong mabasa kung sakali mang nagkagusto siya sa iba. Masakit! Aaaahh! Huhu. Sana hindi sila magkita. *crossed fingers*

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August 5

First thing in the morning and I was already pissed. Why are there so many guys courting her? I suddenly felt a pang of jealousy especially when the guy with the brown hair gave her flowers which she didn't accept. It's a good thing though because I don't know what will I do if ever she did. Damn those boys and their malicious intents.

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August 6

We accidentally bumped into each other today and God I almost got a heart attack. Mabuti nalang hindi niya nakita kung sino ako dahil sa hood na nakatakip sa mukha ko. Damn. Butterflies? No, they aren't true. Because at that moment... I felt the whole zoo migrated to my stomach when she looked at me. It's crazy.

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